#vent woop woop

[og-doubletrouble-kinnie]

Why do I have a feeling that if I find any canonmates for Sparkling it's gonna be my herb?

Idk probably cause I'm thinkin about all the stuff he did and how much he creeps me out and i'm just being paranoid atm

Maybe

I hope I never find him. He's the last person I need back in my life

[og-doubletrouble-kinnie]

what a wonderful night to remember that I heccin love Jeremy Heere

[og-doubletrouble-kinnie]

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[og-doubletrouble-kinnie]

Tfw: you’re so ashamed of your canon that you’re too scared to even try a kincall, or sending confessions.

But god I miss Jeremy so much... I want purpose again. I want what we used to have...

But no Jeremy is going to remember being in a technical qpr with their SQUIP.

What Jeremy is going to want to find me?

I still did all the terrible things... I was still absolutely terrible... I just got lucky and had a second chance.

If my Jeremy is out there, would they even remember all the good things? Would they want to remember? Would they even want it back?

With how much the fandom hates this relationship (which is 100% understandable) would anyone be brave enough to even speak up? I seem to be the only one... What if I’m just making it all up to feel included...

[og-doubletrouble-kinnie]

-yells-

I’ve found solace in making rp twitters for kins who have easy mindsets to fall into whether I’m shifted or not

And fuck Now when I get close to a shift that ISNT those four my brain yells to make another twitter-

I dont

WANNA

I dont need five twitters!!!

Four is bad enough honestly!!!!!!!!

Im barely touching Arackniss’ and Rose is only active thanks to someone elses event

hhhh

[og-doubletrouble-kinnie]

A Marx mood shown with Mavs cause I dont wanna re-learn how to draw Marx

Oh well it fits Mav too so Im not too worried bout it

[og-doubletrouble-kinnie]

I didn’t mention that I joined an rp server as Mavrik on this blog but uhhhhhhh

The servers Charlie started talkin to me so now I’m just

Yall dont understand how Terrified I was of bein around Charlie before she forgave me-

And since that’s where I rewound Mav to- Charlie and i havent spoken or moved on from the shit

Im

So scared

[og-doubletrouble-kinnie]

Okay brain fucking

No

Youre not gonna come out here, gimme a long ass Mavrik shift, jump to a like- 2 day Cherri shift, then gimme jack shit.

I refuse

You are NOT throwin me into the void rn, you here me mother fucker???

I swear to god if I'm not in a shift by the time I wake up I will destroy you