#vent-ish?

[happimuffin]

hi guys, mod of @thepennywise

@the-ghostface-scream

@ryan-erzahler-the-quarry

@leroy-hanlon

@dick-hallorann

@the-redclock

(IM A BIT OBSESSED WITH MAKING THESE LOL)

if i dont uh get back to you within a couple of days (asks or anything like that), im going through some mental issues and its hard to do anything on here lol.

i will try to, and you can still send asks, just... dont expect an immediate response please.

[rookbirdrookbird]

I—uhm—hm. i’m not doing well, i think.

[veryoddvoid]

I feel pathetic for crying over a man who isn’t my father. Yes, I am talking about Dj because his back in our life again.

But…His improving…I hope. He was taken away because his on probation. We don’t know what he did to end up there but he could be gone for 30 days.

I felt bad for mom crying and I got sad because…Well…I already had a dad who got sent to jail because he has to pay for the consequences. I guess I just….

Hate the feeling of losing another dad again despite how shitty he was.

I felt like I just kept failing him in a way.

But yeah. I just wanted to get this off my chest.

And it never hurts to cry and let out your emotions ever now and then <:)

[werepire05]

Is there a scientific reason or wording for when someone can understand anyone's point of view because I hate this curse.

and before you read this and think, "Well wouldn't that be a superpower instead?"

NO.

NO IT IS NOT.

When I see a ship that is NOT OKAY, my brain lists all the reasons why someone might ship this, and I obviously don't agree with the ship BECAUSE ITS MORALLY WRONG, I still have morals, but I can basically mix into another human beings brain with mine for two seconds, its overwhelming.

with this curse, it's easy to have more bad thoughts and irrational, intrusive thoughts than most people, even if they don't align with how you speak, act, or what you believe in.

this might be a form of ocd I have no idea.

but I need someone to take my brain out of my skull, soak it in dish soap for 4 days, scrub the HELL out of it with Mister clean's magic erasers, then put it back because I can't have one normal day without random thoughts that I cannot type out here because its BAD.

I can kick them out pretty fast with the 'omg that's so wrong stop thinking of that' aspect, but it still makes my self-esteem even worse.

[moonstone210]

one of my takeaways from vegans is that some of them really don't like to remember the part of animal rights about letting animals be who they are, including letting them eat and do whatever they want in the wild

[cherry-blossom-qf]

Maybe next year I'll be confident enough to join the glorious world of Art Fight.

I just need to work more on my self confidence, attention span, and drawing speed first....

[cl0wnygutz]

idk why but I'm having really bad thoughts about my own self insert- I know its not cringey to yumeship, a lot of people do it. its fun, its freeing, its so cool when other people do it but for some reason, it feels cringey when I do it

like all the merch I've bought, all the things I've made for just one character is giving myself second hand embarrassment

when I look at my profile, I get second hand embarrassment from myself

Yani himself is starting to make me cringe..and I genuinely have no idea why-

I love this fandom, I love these characters, hell I wouldn't have bought so much merch if I didn't-

ugh- maybe this feeling will pass, I'm just feeling weird about myself

[handlelevine60]

I feel weird today.