Being human kinda sucks.

Zoe/Zee☆ Any pronouns ☆ Minor ୨୧・・・・୨୧・・・・୨୧ The queerest hunter-in-training Spn blog mostly Anti-hate, Anti-Ai, Anti-Trump love for all Header is by: @leonkennedywho <3

[werepire05]

Update!

Starting June 1st, I'll be mostly inactive for the summer, I will still check in once in a while, but I'm trying to have a device free summer and sadly that means no Tumblr :(

[wingkink]

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

[werepire05]

This is why I take Hydroxyzine

[casdeans-pie]

There should have been a situation where a magical object is in the shape of a small harp and needs to be played in a specific way to do something magical. After both Dean and Sam attempt it and fail Cas picks it up and sighs, then plays it perfectly, plucking the strings like he's done it a million times.

Dean is elbowing Sam in the ribs repeatedly like I fuckin knew they played harps

[lockedintheimpala]

metatron being all "you'll have to follow my script" like the angel with the crack in his chassis hasn't spent the entire time defying the script written by god himself. like bitch please. you can't get that angel to follow orders, he wants the dick too much.

[we-are-making-it-up-as-we-go]

ANYWAY Cas and Dean may have never kissed on the lips but they did demonstrate their love in other ways. Remember that we didn’t see most of their friendship on-screen. The “we talked about this”, “I wasn’t gonna mention it”, the mixtape, “yes, I told him about the cardigan” SHOW US that there are so many things about Cas and Dean’s friendship that WE DIDN’T GET TO SEE.

It wasn’t relevant to the plot SO IT WASN’T SHOWN. But Dean is UNABLE to not show his love AT LEAST through physical acts, if not more. AND CAS goes on quests and tries to bring home a win for Dean every time he feels like he failed Dean because that’s how he can convince himself that he deserve Dean’s love, THAT’S HOW Cas can convince himself that he deserves what he wants most of all.

I’m sure they cuddled on the couch. I’m sure they hugged a lot more. They spent nights talking, drinking from the same bottle, eating cereal at 3 am. Cas showed Dean his phone gallery and Dean looked at him with light in his eyes. Dean talked to Cas A LOT about his special interests and Cas say Dean’s soul glow with love and fulfillment and fondness and he is sure that his grace looks very similar to Dean’s soul in those moments. Dean fell asleep beside Cas and Cas watched over him. Cas kissed his forehead before saying goodnight. Dean kissed Cas’ cheek before saying goodmorning sunshine. CAS IS DEAN’S SUN.

[strawlessandbraless]

I love that this interaction is what sparked Hester to deliver some of THE most devastating lines in spn

An annoyed and baffled Hester being asked to pull the finger of her trusted ally & leader of the garrison

No wonder she went on to give us lines like ‘The very touch of you corrupts! When castiel first laid a hand upon you in hell, he was lost!’ and ‘You have fallen in ever way imaginable’

She was pissed Dean got to do the lightbulb trick first so she decided to ruin both of their lives

Respect honestly, imagine spending the last few millennia with someone then all of a sudden he’s crazy & whipped for some bottom from Kansas

[blanketfort-brainrot]

WHY does he have to look at Dean like that?!?! My heart screams

[werepire05]

in this specific frame, Cas looks at Dean like he's trying to get over a crush.

[windfall-prophet]

EVERYONE STOP AND LOOK. AT . THIS. COMIC BY @piexperiment

APOCALYPSEVERSE ADAMKEV IT'S SO FUCKING YUMMY EVERYONE LOOK AT SHCH AMAZING WORK RN

[sidepokin]

Jensen Ackles is not Dean Winchester.

The complex dynamic and queer characterization you see in him is so much better and meaningful than the straight bros that created him and to me that is part of what makes all of this so special. It is disappointing to have such a large part of a spn fan base to be repeatedly treated as a stain or embarrassment, but it’s been like this the whole time I have been a fan. I remember being a young queer fan in 2013 and viscerally feeling the taboo nature of destiel and how much they hated people who saw any validity to it. It really was the prime era of fandom/shipping and the creators of these shows did not make light about how much they dismissed and demeaned queer romance while queerbaiting.

This is different to me now that the show has been over for so long and I haven’t entertained any possibility of destiel cannon since years before that. Destiel is the most massive missed opportunity, and is the lighting in a bottle, and created by a world and checkbook of people who wouldn’t have their Man’s Men ever be a fuckin fruit. Despite the canon narrative, despite the homoeroticism dangled like a carrot, despite the same homophobia I too had to navigate as a gay kid in a baptist texas town, I still love it. It’s special to me and so many people and that’s been a phenomena I’ve thoroughly enjoyed.

[kerryweaverlesbian]

Dean and Cas having had sex one (1) time in a passionate rush after they confess their feelings and Dean getting subsequently shy. Cute. Dean initiates shower sex and then is all flustered like "woah, what are you doing?" when Cas starts stripping. Cas puts his hand on Dean's thigh while they're at a diner and Dean drops all his cutlery on the floor and bashes his head three times as he picks them up. They're making out and Dean gets the giggles "Because it's you, man. We got here!" "I don't know if I understand the joke, but can I keep going?" "Haha. Yeah dude :)".

[werepire05]

NOT ANOTHER FIC IDEA T_T

[tincar87]

me this past week fr

[superhell]

i just don't think 16 minutes is going to cover it

[werepire05]

I found it.

Wish me luck!!! <3

[spltlvlhous]

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[azaablue]

the best fanfiction you've ever read was written by a woman in her 40s before she made dinner for her kids. it was written by a teenager after school when they should've been studying for a history test. and a barista came up with the idea while they cleaned the espresso machine and busser fact-checked it on their break and the post-doc edited between writing grant proposals and the nurse apologized for typos in the notes after a long shift and behind every drabble and one-shot and multi-chapter fic there is a person with a wonderful and interesting and chaotic life and it is such a privilege that we get to be apart of it because they decided to do this thing we all share, for fun.

[werepire05]

I hate real life, why can't we all just live in our heads.

[omgjayaaa]

they’re so sane

[cas110520]

Destiel is forever in my mind

[malfunctioning-froog]

my tumblr experience is kinda just what a malcom in the middle episode is like

Something goofy happens and I narrate it to you guys and my small group of friends equally as insane as me

then i get really freaked up for no reason (i’ve noticed that happens SO much in the show, and I’m only on early s3, wdym there’s MORE??)

then i have a nice conclusion and go to sleep probably dreading tomorrow

Oh btw can you guys tell I’ve been on a bit of a mitm kick

I’m certainly quite subtle