May 16
i smile looking at things online, then i see forcemasc and my smile drops instantly. it's not even a kink anymore. it's something crying deep within me. i want to let him out.
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i smile looking at things online, then i see forcemasc and my smile drops instantly. it's not even a kink anymore. it's something crying deep within me. i want to let him out.
Hi 🪦🩷
I'm not new here, but I'm back again with the same blog name.
trigger warning for that blog just in case.
I'm 26 and female. Not really diagnosed with anything, but I think it's bc I keep most things hidden.
I'm into witchcraft, occultism, true crime, horror, music and collecting different stuff. Sometimes, I write as well.
That blog is mostly for my "darker, hidden side" as people would say, including venting and kinky stuff. So please leave my blog if you don't wanna see that, you are not into it or you are a minor.
(I may keep that post updated.)
Sorry. This isn't about you. Not really. You know that too. It is just that I feel lonely and misunderstood. And I'm scared. I'm really scared. There's something about you. You understood when no one else did. You've seen the worst parts of me and have yet to look away. I hope you know that I try. I really do. I'm sorry.
Is it severe burnout, clinical depression, or do I just really need a nap.
I could never function on a dating app to be honest, I could never list everything about me that would make any sort of sense
just the the phrase "Wannabe hermit afraid of the world but extremely full of love and hyperactive energy sometimes" I think would make people go ?????? what
not to mention being "nonpassing" non-op non-t trans is like. gmfnfjmg they're gonna see a woman! gonna call me a poser!! or they're gonna be secretly transphobic and hurt me lol!!
and if all of that isn't bad enough I'm a video game freak and can't be normal about my interests and that's another can of worms!!
just. mhh...... sucks.
hard to think about how grades don’t define me when they hang in front of me and reminding me of how badly i did over and over and over again
:)
i desperately need more moots here but,, yk,,