#venting ig

[fluffymintthecat]

Drew Jax in the style of how I cosplayed him at the rose city comic con for funsies. Is this fire? Did I do the colors good? Please validate me and tell me I did a good job, it’s been rough.

[your-edwardian-princess]

hey femmes. why don't we ever post, with honest intellectual integrity, about being femme? why are we always *exclusively* posting about butches and butchness and what we can demand of them and imagining conceptual butches that fulfill our wants and desires? why are we so determined for our identity to turn us into objects? why are we so determined to be owned? why do we want to create fake persons who will make us feel radical and desired instead of wrapping our identities around the real struggles of the real world?

[simpforsolas]

“I’m not like other girls” Solas fans are so annoying to me. Like……. Idc if people like him or not but idk why you’re trying to appeal to people who hate him by being all “I’m a normal not cringey solas fan”

Like we’re obsessed with a bald elf who wants to do something that will kill thousands of people, none of us are normal. To be cringe is to be free.

[londubhh]

Was complaining about how I sleep double the amount you’re supposed to and I’m still tired (chronic illness baybee) and my parents are always like “maybe you sleep too much”, because oversleeping is a thing. And it’s so frustrating explaining fatigue to people who don’t understand it. Sleep doesn’t do anything for me. Rest doesn’t do anything for me. I can’t not take naps because I’m so tired I can’t function—and it’s exhausting being exhausted.

If someone chronically ill says they’re tired, they don’t mean “oh I didn’t sleep well”, they mean “oh my body doesn’t generate energy correctly and/or uses more of it because it’s ill” and I’m begging you to understand that

[chompasaurus]

"why do you worry so much about being late" "you don’t need to apologize that many times, you didn’t even mess anything up" well you see. if I’m 10 minutes later than the agreed-upon leaving time for a family outing that works regardless of what time of day it is, my parents leave without me. after making snarky comments the entire time I was getting ready about "ooo I wonder if he’s gonna make it on time (after the time has passed)" or "oh I see some tooth brushing happening, wow actual progress amazing" I have been making progress this entire time you fuckheads

[chronicallykaya]

i think more people would come to my funeral than my birthday party and i think that makes me sad

[lordofthesoups]

I want to direct films so badly. I hate that i dont have the money to do it as a passion and that i have to study things based on if i can get a job from them. I would love to be able to work on films and do film studies. Directing films is a dream but a dream that feels unattainable. I hate how i feel that i will never be able to try.

[laconchadetumadre]

maybe its cause its midnight or cause im just now getting better from a really ugly cold thats been kicking my ass for 2 weeks straight but FUCK i love knives.... i love kyle i love yata and fushimi, i love kai GOSHHH i love fictional characters so much, i love my one oc i dont share anywhere, btw i also love hamilton (the musical) but FUCKKK I LOVE KNIVES AND LEGATO AND KYLE AND YOSHIDA FROM CSM i love talking about them, i love always finding something new about them that makes me love them all over again, i love dedicating this whole blog to them even if im not very active but everytime i comeback its like they are right here waiting for me. i love how my friends always know what to get me for my birthday and that something always being them lol. ill always be so glad i found out about fandoms as a kid and how fandom became like a formative thing for my development.

ok bye