how does it feel to not have to crawl for every achievement in your life
how does it feel to call it success instead of survival
how does it feel to live in the moment and not scramble for the next second
how does it feel, to be so lucky

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how does it feel to not have to crawl for every achievement in your life
how does it feel to call it success instead of survival
how does it feel to live in the moment and not scramble for the next second
how does it feel, to be so lucky
how do people not know about fast fashion like??? and then they'll know that certain brands like shein/temu those shops employ sweat labour but still shop at them?? that makes zero sense, aren't we the generation suppose to save the earth?
i'll always feel like a loser thinking abt my teenage years. everyone partied, went out had fun tried new thinks but i didn't do anything besides being depressed in my room. and it's the age where everyone made friends so everyone has their friendgroups now except me. i feel so alienated everytime i see a tv show abt teenagers doing anything with their friends, or hearing anecdotes of people abt the scandalous shit that happened to them a party. i don't know what's wrong with me, i just feel like i'm always gonna feel like a lonely outsider
having no friends sucks :B
I wish I would've kept my 2016~2020 online friends instead of just cutting everyone off for thinking I deserved to be lonely
Now I just have my bf, which is enough but I still feel some kind of emptiness.. and working from home somehow makes this worse
I just want to vent idk why but everyday I question myself a about my gender yes I like being a girl but i just don’t feel like girl sometimes and I feel like a boy sometimes or I feel like both or not even want a gender some days I just don’t know any more.
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I wish I didn't get angry easily,It takes away a lot of opportunities
Rant and needing advice from the art council
K so I did a revenge for someone on a/rt f/ght of their sona who they "specifically" stated she was
1. Chubby with a round face and it was "important" to keep these features.
2. Was insistent saying "oh she does wear a corset so I will possibly let them get away with a somewhat hourglass figure but still focusing on the fact that she is, indeed, *chubby*
I proceeded to draw using my semi realism style (I can't draw cartoony characters and their reference wasn't that good to portray chubby of any kind)
Used an amazing fat woman as a reference and made this:
First time ever I've drawn a legit fat person and honestly? I'm so proud, she looks breathtaking and I choked up because of how pretty I made this. She is beautiful.
The artist in question I made this piece for proceeded to plaster on EVERY WARNING on their profile page after I uploaded about how to NOT MAKE THE CHARACTER FAT IN GENERAL.
So we go from the character has a round face AND TORSO
To this
For one stylistic approaches are fine but this is literally my style? I tend to draw cartoon or anime characters and focus on what they would look like as real people (and believe me that ain't as easy as it sounds)
So my dilemma is what should I do? I feel bad that I upset someone but also I am so proud of this piece and my attempt like damn, if you feel bad that's on you homie?
On the other hand WHY ARE WE STILL STIGMATIZING FAT FOLKS IN ART? Fat is beautiful, fat is NORMAL and if I had received this art I would have been ELATED. If you were so persistent to keep your character round face and torso then after someone stylizes it to those exact words then OH SHIT NO WE CAN'T HAVE THAT MAN, SHE GOTTA BE ATTRACTIVE PER CONVENTIONAL DIETARY STANDARDS (TRADEMARK TRADEMARK)
So I'm at a loss. Should I feel bad for upsetting someone cuz (in their eyes) I messed up their sona? Or should I just disregard it? Let the council proceed (feedback is helpful and thank you for listening to me vent~)
Before, I was always worried and sad, I tried everything.
Maybe, in a way, I didn't want to heal, it was a kind of pain that hurt so bad but it make me feel warm,it was good in a way. I thought I was special.
Now I'm realizing that I'm not only hurting myself but also the people who consider me their friend. I wish I was more