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[mypinis2112]

Having my weekly OMG I’M GONNA DIE episode please hold

[mypinis2112]

I just asked my mom to hang out this weekend. Every day she flaked out on me. I didn’t even want her to spend money on me— I just wanted to see the fucking dog. She promises me she’s gonna pick me up today and it’s already fucking 7pm and she’s left me on delivered for six hours. Goddammit.

[mypinis2112]

Vent about weed under cut. Move past if not your thing

Every day since 4/20 has had me so fucking triggered. All I want to do is get high again. But no one will let me because they’re scared I’m gonna develop psychosis or some shit, despite the two incidents I had with weed had NOTHING to do with psychosis. And the one time I experienced something akin to it, I was sober for WEEKS. Not to mention, my sister has bipolar with visual and auditory hallucinations, yet she’s still allowed to smoke weed! She has such a high tolerance that she doesn’t even get high anymore!

I guess the one downside to me smoking was that I would get really bad flashbacks sometimes, but it also uncovered a lot of memories that I had repressed.

I’m also just really bored, since I’ve been home with an injury, and being high would help pass the time at the very least. At least then if I’m bored, I’d be bored and high.

[unknownfamiliar]

I've kept so much bottled up for the past few weeks, like literally just shut myself off emotionally, that all it took was something to crack just a little and open the damn flood gates. people can get tae fuck bad vibes can do one negative presences can burn in hell I've worked damn hard and fought to get my life heading in the right direction and if any one or any thing dare try to taint that they will swiftly be shown the door, yeah?