#very existential

[mysticalcloudkingdom]

Y'all ever hyperfixate but like. Not in a fun way? Like the subject brings me joy, sure. But why the ache in my chest? Why do I feel so empty? So unfulfilled?

[only-in-december]

My dear close friend @deaths-true-mortal-enemy wrote me a fic!!!!!! And it's a DP fic too!! This is amazing. I love it. And I'm sharing it so everyone else can read it too. It's called "Here I Sit Alone" on AO3. It isn't long at all, but it's an interesting take on what could have happened after the accident.✨️✨️🙂🙂🙂🙂✨️✨️

This made me genuinely squeal with excitement. Thank you @deaths-true-mortal-enemy for this. I. Love. It.

[negotiatewithme]

Turns out that I don't blame any bad decisions from my favourite fictional characters on them.

I blame the producer.

Just like in real life.

[baklavugh]

What to do in life? What to do with all of the emptiness?

find meaning in the emptiness, it's what we do with outer space. outer space is filled with stars and galaxies, entire worlds, and we've dedicated endless years to discovering what lies ahead.

do what makes your heart race, what gives your life meaning. learn to love and adore yourself, make your life about you. love those that love you. make your own human experience.

[dashiedoesthings]

thinking about how if im autistic i might never know because ive dedicated so much of my life to understanding people that no doctor would believe i am

so much of my brain is dedicated to psychology, philosophy, anthropology, writing, studying, roleplaying, improvising. ive learned to make people in such a way that ive made myself more human, so even if i can't truly understand what someone meant or did i can at the very least guess why it happened and how they got there

i still don't feel human though. it's more like im human in the way a stack of raccoons in a trench coat try to convince you to let them into an office is