#vicyutopia

[kaerwrites]

If the prompt pleases you: how do you think fenris felt after attacking hawke in the fade? We see his apology in the game, but I suppose his guilt is a lot bigger than what he let us see... He did say he was disturbed by how easily he was played by demons and he already had a horrible similar experience when he betrayed the Fog Warriors, so how bad would you say turning on Hawke hit him?

Ok, so I scrolled through all 58(????) pages of my writing tag because I know I’ve written about this scene before and I wanted to link to it/write a continuation to that specific drabble, but I couldn’t find it. I know it’s there.

This is very short, and very late. I hope it’s ok anyway. 

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Hawke told him he was forgiven.

It wasn’t his fault. He didn’t have control over hisactions. The demon – the demon had offered him everything he had ever wanted.Hawke understood that. Hawke knew it would be too much to resist. Hawke forgave him.

Fenris was less merciful of himself.

The alcohol burned its way down his throat, scorching his aching chest. It wasn’t the sweetness of Fenris’s preferred wine which graced his tongue, but whiskey - Hawke’s drink, the color of his eyes. Once, Fenris had known the taste of it on the mage’s mouth. The way Hawke would smile, and lean in toward him, all his hard edges blurred by drink. Each time Fenris lifted his glass, his gaze was caught by the red around his wrist. It seemed accusatory, shameful, a momento of happiness he should never have experienced. Hethrew Hawke’s love away – then he betrayed him. He hadn’t deserved a secondchance – much less whatever number chance he was on now.

A part of Fenris knew that Hawke would love him until theend of his days. That was the worst part. 

As much as Fenris hoped otherwise – as much as he wantedHawke to find the kind of happiness he deserved – a part of him suspected thatthe man would always be just there, unobtrusively waiting, those amber eyesfull of nothing but Fenris. It would hurt him to see Hawke move on. Fenris wanted to experience that hurt. It was what he deserved, to watch the love of his life with another. To see the smile Hawke had once reserved for him, cast upon a more deserving face. Fenris had earned that kind of punishment. He could understand justice that cruel.

Hawke had forgiven him.

Hawke would wait.

Hawke was a fool.

[the-tevinter-biscuit]

I just read that post about how Fenris immediately shouts when he enters the mansion and I always thought it's weird he would do that. What if he was actually really scared about encountering Danarius and unconsciously messed up his own ambush? I mean, it was just him and a bunch of strangers he just met, maybe he started to get cold feet once he actually got to the estate...

ive always thought that he was very much afraid. he talks big a lot about how he’s going to go and kill danarius but with everything that has happened to him, it makes sense that he’s afraid, something that’s very apparent when danarius shows up unexpectedly in his act 3 quest.

as funny as i think it is when you walk in and fenris starts yelling at nothing about how he’s not afraid of danarius and how he’s coming for him, i think it’s very much a defence mechanism. sort of like how cats try to make themselves bigger when under threat, you know?

[gaysparkler]

A very tired Daniel Shepard for @vicyutopia who was so sweet today and drew my Shepard ;w;

[algaeabomination]

I would love to read your headcanons about fenris, hawke and horses!

ohgod sorry this took so long.  This is a slightly different version of something I posted on an old blog.My Hawke likes all animals, but horses and dogs are at the top of the list.  Growing up largely around farms, there was always someone with a pony to play with, and horses to work with.  Riding and being around horses is something Hawke finds comforting and freeing; there’s no preconceptions or judgment, and he’s free to be himself.  It’s something he’s more than happy to share with Fenris.  Fenris doesn’t have much experience with horses, but he’s quick learner and has excellent balance.  Occasionally, the other companions join in, but it’s definitely something they just do together, even long before they actually become a couple.  During Inquisition, when he’s at Skyhold Hawke mostly hangs out at the stables (and at the kennels, which I’m pretty sure Skyhold would have had).  There’s a stable and some horses at Adamant, and Hawke ‘borrows’ some when he heads to Weisshaupt.  He manages to ‘borrow’ a couple more of the fancy Warden horses when he leaves.Fenris is a more than capable rider by this time, and it’s easy enough for him to get to Skyhold, and to catch up with Hawke reasonably quickly (though not everything goes according to plan). I headcanon that the house we see in Kirkwall isn’t the only house that the Amell family owned.  It’s canon that Leandra had a white pony as a kid, and learned to use a bow, and I think that means they had to have access to somewhere with land and space, and given the wealth and status of the Amells it wouldn’t have been somewhere rented.  So I think there would have been a country estate somewhere, and that it had stables and a mews.  When they get together in Act 3, Hawke and Fenris spend as much time as they can there.  Mostly for a small bit of peace and quiet.  They go out riding, and Dog has plenty of room to play.  And there are Outdoor Activities.    And there’s totally a giant bath.  Both the Kirkwall estate and the country house both have giant in ground baths (similar to the Roman style).  They’re enchanted for instant heat and water.Honestly if I could draw my blog would be nothing but Hawke and Fenris petting horses and dogs (and probably the occasional kitty).  How cute would Fenris petting a foal be!

[daihell]

I like to imagine the Inquisitor out with his party and grabbing the usual herbs and stuff... he sees a pretty flower, picks it up -making sure dorian is not looking - and then puts it behind his ear. dorian then totally tries to hide his embarassment 'what on andraste's name- a flower? amatus... I think flowers suit you a lot more... What? Cute? That is the last thing I ever expected someone would call ME"

aaaaaah but think about how Dorian must feel being called cute for the first time? I’m sure he’s been showered in all sorts of compliments, but there’s something about being called cute? It’s just so sweet and meaningful! And being given a flower just because! Dorian’s probably furiously trying to look normal and composed when he’s trying to hide the fact that he’s blushing lol

[harocat]

Please imagine a 4 yo Yuri watching tv on Minako's lap, who is excitetly waiting for her favorite skater to start performing and he goes "auntie minako, look, i can do it too!" and he starts to try copying their moves and minako is dying and screaming HIROKO DROP THESE TOWELS AND GO GET THE CAMERA! The very next day, she takes him to the ice rink for the first time and he loves it instantly!

RIP I am dead. Please animate this and plaster it on my grave, MAPPA. 

[nikiforoov]

@vicyutopia replied to your post “the vitya blog is going to happen. i’m 99% sure of it. i just need to...”

How about dailyvkusno ?

ohhhhhhh that’s actually super cute! ♥ i’m def going to keep as one possible url until i decide tomorrow! ♥♥

[iruutciv]

Ohhh will you be doing something for the victuri nsfw week? 😍

Well my exams end on the 10th and the nsfw week starts on the 10th so I’m hoping I could do something for it, yes! (Not sure what exactly though haha)