I don't deserve you, is the final thought he chokes on.
"You deserve what I have to offer as much as anyone else. You are in pain; I can ease it. It is that simple. Your puritanical feelings and attachment to this self-induced shame do not outweigh or diminish the facts, Jayce."
The words are harsh, but Viktor's tone is so gentle; so loving that there is no room for offense to sink in. Plus, he's right. This cycle isn't getting him anywhere but further in his own mess of a mind, deeper into the depression or dissociation or whatever label one could tack on to Jayce's current mental state...
"One such fact still being that I shouldn't be here." he mumbles in response, chapped lips catching on the plush mounds of his palm.
"So why are you, then?"
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