#villainfictive

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Just wished to give a heartfelt thank-you for the people who do not treat villainous/antagonistic fictives/fictionkins/introjects as equivalent to their source -- especially the ones that do not harass others over canon events.

I cannot speak for all, but as one such fictive, it is a comfort to know I needn't be defined by my worst moments. The past is the past, and I intend to be a better person than my source.

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Sometimes you have to sit back and remind yourself that you already died for the things you've done and you don't need to consider doing so again and that everything is okay and no one blames you

Reminder for any fictional villain kins who may need it

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Coincicanons:

WHY IS EVERYONE IN THIS SYSTEM A VILLAIN/VILLAIN ADJACENT.

i can rhink of very few of us who weren’t at least a little bit bad guys and even then they still did crimes. Like. The most 'heroic' person here? Yeag hes a pirate. Straight up a pirate.

The funny part is that we have anxiety about getting in trouble so we probably seem pretty goody-two-shoes at a glance but we're constantly thinking about committing crimes.

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i see a lot of hate for those who are fictionkins of villains and I've got to say! I dont like it!! It's perfectly ok to be uncomfortable with a certain kin or character in general. But don't go out of your way to attack people who are fictionkins of villains,,, it doesn't matter if they feel guilty or not. To those who kin villains, what you did back then doesn't define what you've done now. Also if you were a villian in canon and don't feel guilty that's ok aswell!! Just be you unapologetically

This also applies to fictives as well btw!! Don't go after fictives of villains either!!

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(Please tag as fictive) I don't know why but it feels odd to see "shoutout to introjects of villains/evil characters, you didn't do what you did in your source / you can't control what you did in source!" because, while I'm sure it's meant in good faith, I... I did do that. While I was there in that universe that is what I did. Just because I'm now in a different universe shouldn't absolve my actions. That was my choice, I could indeed control what I did because I was there, I remember doing that vividly.

I don't know it just makes me feel like peoples "support" of me only depends on if I source separate, and if I don't source separate they lose any respect they had for me. I wish people would support me for who I really am...

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Feel free to not post this kinfession if you're not comfortable doing so. I would understand. Thank you for your time. CW for abuse, torture, manipulation, etc. etc.

I'm a terrible, disgusting person in my canon. I've hurt everyone I've ever cared for in the worst ways one can. Along with everyone they've ever cared for. I can try and justify it all I want but I know that it was all selfish. It was all for my own selfish desires. I tortured them into complete dependency on me all because I wanted to feel needed. And I look back on all those memories fondly.

I'm not sorry for what I did. I'm not sorry for any of it. Not to my angels, not to my brother, not a single person can I actually say I'm sorry for hurting. But I know that I'm supposed to be. I know that I should feel guilty for effectively ruining the rest of their lives. Fuck, I hate this. I will never be able to be me publicly because I'm not sorry and everyone would hate me for that.

- An anonymous villain fictive

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The thing about being a particularly bad villian fictive/kin is the source guilt never ends. but I stay silly :33

I'm really glad to get a chance to be a better person though. I'll never become what I was again.

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Me, and three of my system mates, are villain fictives and I especially find it frustrating that all of us have to come up with replacement names because we don't want to get hate for our sources.

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