#vin.gl

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im making this its own post actually

found family is "i have endured the fucking horrors with these guys. i would both kill and die for them. i would rip my own bones out to make splints to heal theirs. there is no name for the bond we share"

found family is NOT "this guy is so dad-coded and these guys are so sibling-like and—"

EDIT: this is about genloss it is an opinion post about generation loss my favourite horror/comedy youtube series i had 100 followers at the time of making this post and didnt expect it to get seen at all. why are so many of you taking this as a personal attack. if you rb this with angry tags or honest to god actual body text im just going to laugh at you and probably block you. to the people being normal thank u i love u. im going back to ignoring this post 🫶

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✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄ vinny / lychee ! ⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧

➺ early 20s

➺ he/him, it/its, xe/xem/xyr, shx/hxr

➺ transsexual intersex bigender butchdyke femmefag, gay man & lesbian in one, crippled and plural and mentally ill. white australian

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"conflicting" labels are my friend, transandrophobia and transmisogyny are both issues of equal importance, exorsexism and intersexism are intolerable, censorship sucks, all experiences of plurality are real. do not interact with me if me interacting back would break your dni, respect yourself more than that. if you make fun of any marginalised language including celtic languages im going to kill you

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other blogs of mine

➺ @langblrblues (langblr blog, largely inactive but want to start using it again)

➺ @vintagerecordsarchive (system blog)

➺ @twmblur-uf-kaqito (conlang translator blog)

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➺ 21.07.26 ❤💍 (@felisyptid our wonderful fiancé)

➺ current main interest is ISAT but i blog about anything and everything

➺ i study spanish and writing, and dabble in linguistics

➺ i have largely migrated out of my 5-year long mcyt interest but it is still fond to me and it will feature here. have fun

➺ feel free to chuck me an ask if you need anything tagged, i will do my best to remember but i have memory issues. some things will not be tagged. posts that may trigger photosensitivity or emetophobia will always be tagged. lmk if i miss anything

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tag masterlist:

#vin.d = dsmp

#vin.q = qsmp

#vin.art = my art

#vin.gl = generation loss

#vin.isat = ..isat

#vin.sys = plurality

#vin.poetry = my poetry

#US stuff = anything related to the us, political or otherwise

#ukpol = uk politics

#auspol = australian politics

#vin.d&p = dan and phil

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pfp by @/catfrin here on tumblr

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thinking abt glniki again. she would rip her own clothes to use as bandages. she would bare her teeth and sink fang into flesh at a moments notice. she would unwaveringly fire a gun with memories of all the times shes died to one playing in her mind. glniki is blood and raw grief and animalistic terror. she is the rot on your tongue. she is violent and she is desperate and she is agony in its purest form

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dont think about glsneeg holding charlie by the shoulders and gripping tight, keeping charlie tethered to reality, unshakeable eye contact and quiet words

dont think about sneeg sitting next to niki, his knee lightly brushing hers, talking about anything he can think of to take her mind off things

dont think about sneeg running his hands through ranboos hair, dont think about him holding them close, not saying a word, because what reassurances could he give in the face of this?

dont think about sneeg asking vinny to talk about what he can remember, show him the little things hes collected, even though they both know thats not what vinny wants to spend his time doing, its all showfall has given him, so the least he can do is take control of it

dont think about sneeg dicking around with ethan, both messing with the others hair and trying to get the other to laugh. it rarely happens, in the cavernous prison of the mall, but sneeg cherishes every time he can at least get ethan to crack a smile

dont think about sneeg talking to austin, just trying to work through everything thats happened, trying to help austin remember things from the past by throwing out random concepts and hoping something sticks

dont think about sneeg never letting himself break because he is their guard dog and he does not need to rest. he is their shield and he needs to be sturdy. dont think about sneeg staying awake at night to make sure nothing happens to his family because he would rather throw himself to security than let any of them get hurt. dont think about how he feels when they do, inevitably, get hurt, because there is no reprieve under showfalls hands. dont think about sneeg shutting down and blocking everything out, just trying to cling to the last fragments of his hope as they wither away within him.

just dont think about it

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genloss is rot and it is regrowth and it is bushfires and mushrooms and decay. it is destructive and creative and it is pristinely unholy. it is the flowers that grow around graves and it is the mushrooms that poison your tongue and it is life and it is death and it is rebirth. do you hear me. please

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i have put genloss in my filtered tags for the time being bc i cant watch the founders cut immediately. yall PLEASEEEEEE TAG IT!!!!! IF UR TALKING ABT IT !!!!! I BEG !!!!

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How do you feel about my personal insistence that genloss is actually cosmic horror? It fits the bill-- humans who are helpless and irreversibly changed by their encounter with something unknown, and the more they fight to understand it the more changed they become, until there is nothing left of them. A presence, barely named, so thoroughly and deeply in control that there was never any hope of defeating it from the start, with a form and purpose inscrutable to those who behold it. What IS Showfall, really?

GODDDDD YOUR MIND. CHEWING ON YOU.

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My dealer, The Puzzler: got some straight gas 🔥😛 this strain is called “the social experiments” 😳 you’ll be zonked out of your gourd 💯

Me, : yeah whatever. I don’t feel shit.

30 minutes later:

Me: dude I swear I just saw Sneeg on the floor

My buddy Charlie, pacing: Hetch is lying to us