#viscious cycle

[flowersandspacestuff]

I know we have to sleep in order to feel better... but it is gonna be kinda hard to sleep until I feel better

[brella-boi]

Sometimes i hate having to structure my day around cleaning because I couldve deep cleaned some of my room this morning but then theres a high risk of actually getting the side effect of Cant Walk Or Stand and i cannot have that side effect when I needed to drive and walk around time for a few hours afterwards; so it turned into cleaning in the evening instead wheeeeere i didnt have as much energy anymore. And now i have to clock in the next day so i cant morning clean anymore

its incredible how you forget you experience Symptoms when youve been doing well to avoid having to experience them, and then when it happens you hace to face the fact the Symptoms still lurk

[our-chaos]

forcing myself to be positive and unbothered when I’m usually very brooding and as bothered as you can be is like when you try to tell a child not to do something because it’ll hurt them but then they cry and throw a fit because they can’t do said thing.

[girlasterisk]

sigh one thing i don’t like about the in person weeks is that i can’t draw during class. like pls i just want to draw my lesbians

[chkn2biscuit]

i keep wanting to say fuck it and come out to god and everybody but i always forget i have Anxiety™ and get Depressed™

[kat-the-rin-blog]

I’m a wounded soul

[gloombog]

every time i drink it's "oh..... i love alcohol" in my head And Then an hour later i've eaten my entire day's worth in food and i'm nauseous and i have a raging headache and coffee is just making my leg bounce faster and it's "god fuck............ i hate alcohol"

[hairy-hag]

Me when I’m busy: ugh I’m so stressed!!!! and strung out!!!!! I just need one day! where I do nothing!!!!!

Me on a day where I have nothing on: All my friends hate me, Nothing is real, I Cannot stop dissociating and I’m Going to Kill Myself.