#vlog sqaud

[officialwittek]

pt. 7

*GIF is not mine* 

a/n: I’m back babyyyy. here y'all go :) 

word count: 1296

I woke up to the sound of my alarm blaring. I groaned and pressed the snooze button. I laid there for a moment, hoping I could go back to sleep with no success. I sat up and turned my alarm off. I opened the curtains and frowned at the blinding beam of sunlight. I rubbed my eyes and walked to my bathroom. I did my usual morning routine; washed my face and figure out what I’m going to eat and what kind of coffee I’ll get today. 

I decided to just pick up some Starbucks and stay in today. Last night was definitely an eyeopener for me. I mean, at my first music related event.. ever.. I get into a fight with my best friend. Who you would think would understand why you’re a bit upset in the first place. I sigh, of course I miss him or whatever but I’m not apologizing first. Petty as it might be, he had no right to call me childish and blow up on me. 

I connect my phone to my speaker and decide to tidy up the apartment. Since Carly moved out to live with her boyfriend, things have been kind of lonely. I open all the blinds and the door to the balcony, letting the fresh air in. I start by collecting all the trash around the apartment. I get wrapped up in my own little world for a few hours, just cleaning and dancing. Enjoying this time to myself. After about four straight hours of cleaning the apartment looked good as new. I opened my fridge and noticed it was mostly empty. I decided to take another look at the apartment and figure out what I need to stock up on. Some cleaning supplies, food, and some make up things. Which means it’s time for... a Target trip! 

Normally I would call my friends and ask if anyone wanted to join me, but lately I’ve been wanting to spend time alone. Learning about myself again, healing. I know my friends just care about me, but sometimes being around so many people, some who feel like they should walk on eggshells around you, and having to answer the same questions over and over and over again can be... overwhelming. 

My thoughts are interrupted by a knock at my door. I plead silently that there’s not a surprise group of people behind the door. I sigh and look through the peephole and my breath hitches.. good news, it’s not a huge group of my friends, bad news is I’d recognize that jawline anywhere. 

“I’m not gonna lie, you look like shit” I say, opening the door and Jeff looks up

“H-... excuse me?” He asks, a light smile on his face. I move to the side and gesture for him to come in 

“Sorry, I didn’t even ask if you were busy or anything” He says, I shrug my shoulders and we both sit on the couch 

“Uh, I mean not particularly. I was just about to head out to Target and run some errands, but those can wait. Is there something you want to talk about?” I reply, he lets out a big sigh and looks down 

“I just wanted to apologize for my behavior these past few days and it’s completely unacceptable. I’m not sure why I’ve been so angry lately. I know that’s no excuse for my behavior but I wanted you to know I’m really sorry. I feel horrible, I haven’t gotten any sleep.. that’s probably why I look like shit.” Jeff says, a flurry of emotions flood through  my but I remain calm 

“Thank you for apologizing. You know it really hurt me when you said those things. It was one of the most important nights of my music career, and I just wanted your support. And as much as I appreciate the apology I still think it’s best we take things slow. I’m still kind of upset about it” I explain, Jeff nods in understanding 

“I totally get it, maybe I can take you out to dinner some time?” He asks, a glimmer of hope in his eyes and I smile 

“Wittek, last chance. I’ll go to Target and we can have dinner here tonight” I reply, his lips spread into a smile and he gives me a hug 

“Can I come with you?. I have to get some things for my house. I propose, dinner, ice cream, and a movie?” Jeff asks, I think about it for a bit and nod 

We walk down to his truck. Jeff rushes to the passenger side and opens the door for me. I chuckle and slide into the passenger seat. He closes the door with a smile and walks over to the driver’s side. Jeff turns on the radio, and starts silently singing along. This is nice. Although Jeff hurt me I can forgive him. He’s been going through some stuff lately and I’ve been in his position before. I’m lost in my thoughts but we finally arrive at Target. 

We finish our errands pretty quickly, I decided to vlog some of it and maybe make it a ‘day in the life’ kind of thing. Jeff offers to cook for us and I agree. 

“Are you sure you know how to cook?” I ask, the two of us in the check out line

“Babe, you think my mom didn’t raise me right?” He asks, I giggle and reach to pay for my things. Jeff quickly grabs my card and replaces it with his 

“Well.. you definitely know how to win me over huh?” I ask, he winks at me and grabs  the bags 

“I’ve known you for years now, of course I know everything about you” He replies, I shrug and get in the car

“Hey get out, I didn’t open the door for you” he says, standing by the door and resting his hands on the roof 

“Stop, you’re making me all hot and bothered” I reply, turning away from him as he laughs. He closes the door and we drive back to my apartment

We take our stuff upstairs and Jeff starts making food and I change into something more comfortable; an oversized shirt and boxers. I walk out and set up the couch and turn on the TV. We decide on Parasite, I’ve watched it before but Jeff hasn’t seen it. Jeff brings over our plates and we watch the movie.

“Wow, this is really good” I say, Jeff smiles widely 

“It’s my mom’s secret recipe” He replies, he places his plate down and pulls me closer. I awkwardly  move away and grab our plates and start cleaning up. 

“You alright?” Jeff asks, I turn off the water and dry my hands 

“Because we’re gonna get into this thing again and I can’t. You know I have feelings for you and you can’t just make me fall in love every time and then leave me” I explain, Jeff’s eyes soften and he gets closer to me 

“I’ve had these past few days to reflect on myself.. and us. I really really like  you too. I just said those things  because I can’t allow myself to be happy. I wanna be happy, and I wanna be happy with you” He replies, I feel tears well in  my eyes 

“Jeff. I can’t.. I can’t let you hurt me anymore” I say, he places a hand on the side of my face 

“Can you give me one more chance?” He asks, leaning closer and I cave.. I fucking cave into Jeff again

He places his lips on mine, gentle at first but soon all our hidden emotions come to the forefront. I can’t help but to think.. how’s Jeff gonna hurt me this time. 

[jeffissexy]

Love At First Sight? - Jeff Wittek

Bro this is so shit but I wanted to post something... so here is a small little concept I wrote up :)

Jeff had always thought that his type was athletic and ambitious, until he met you.  Ever since that day you caught his eye, when you had finally found the motivation to hike Runyon and leave the comforts of your home, canvases full of art and messes of paint, his world had flipped upside down.  As he interrupted his grind to approach your hunched figure on the side of the dirt track, he couldn’t help but notice the state of your clothes, riddled with stains of watercolors and acrylics.  It intrigued him.

“Hey, are you alright?” Jeff stepped off the track to stand next to your figure and placed a large, comforting hand on your back, hand moving up and down with your pants.

You looked up at the handsome man beside you, fallen strands of hair falling into your eyes and mouth.   He giggled at your struggle.

“Yeah, it’s just- this is my first time doing this hike”, you confessed to him.  

This was no secret to Jeff, he could easily tell you weren’t one for intense physical activity.  

“Ya’know, I do this hike almost every day, I could help you out – we could do it together?”

“I mean, I guess so…”

“I’m Jeff, by the way,” he grinned and extended his hand for you to shake.

“I’m Y/N,” you timidly introduced yourself and accepted the gesture.  In your head you were flipping out.  This is not what you had expected to happen when you had decided to leave the house after such a long time.

His charming smile comforted you, and through many words of encouragement, you and Jeff completed the hike together.  

Jeff’s heart was racing.  Now what?  Were they going to go their separate ways, or what?  

“Hey, um, would I be able to get your number? Maybe we could go out for a coffee or something sometime?”

Your shy silence aided the suspense of your reaction to his advances.  You could not believe you were able to score a man as beautiful and charming as Jeff is. Snapping out of your shy, quiet self, you gave him your number and left the area.  You found yourself driving in silence with a subtle smile on your face back to the familiar comfort of your home, you couldn’t seem to get that particular charming face off your mind.  

 Same could be said with Jeff.  He couldn’t focus on anything after his encounter with you. He found your shy and timid nature cute and couldn’t help but feel to want to know you better.  To understand why you are the way you are.  This did not go unnoticed to his friends.

“Bro, what has been up with you lately?” Nick confronted the star-struck, giddy Jeff.

Jeff brushed him off, blaming the medication he was on.  Could this be love at first sight?

[hottysire]

From Scott's second account

[duskypinkbow]

He makes driving a car look so fucking seeexy

[cheriecouer]

[jeffsthottie]

Not this TEN YEAR OLD video popping up in my recs on YT

[expensiversace]

David Dobrik & Charlotte D'Alessio

[lvrdream]

belonging | dobrik

anonymous said: Hey so I had something pop up in my head out of nowhere and it's gonna sound crazy but I'll give it a shot! Can you do one where the reader started distancing herself from everyone and everyone is noticing so they come up with a plan but it doesn't end well, in the end, she tells them that she doesn't belong there and that she doesn't fit in. It ends with fluff or whatever🤪

plot: y/n feels like david would be better off without her

a/n: i got carried away and this strayed a little bit from the request but i hope you like it! send me some david or shawn requests!!

-

david, of course, was the first one to notice when y/n started to come around less and less. he started to notice that she would blow him off, especially when he made plans with the other members of the vlog squad. he thought maybe one of their friends had made her uncomfortable, but couldn’t come up with a single person that was a common thread, so then he thought that maybe it was just him that was the problem. maybe y/n wanted to break up, david thought, but was quickly proved wrong when carly had asked him why y/n was acting so distant recently.

mariah suggested the thought that maybe she wasn’t feeling the group settings, so she invited her to go get coffee, and y/n accepted after being reassured multiple times that it would only be them.

when mariah and y/n met for said coffee, mariah tried to dance around the subject for a while, but eventually, she found the words tumbling out of her mouth.

“so, david mentioned that he thought you might be wanting to break up with him…” mariah says, but it comes out as more of a question, and truthfully, she was kind of scared of how y/n would react and even more scared that y/n would confirm david’s doubts.

“what?” y/n almost chokes on her coffee. “why would he think that?”

“i don’t know…” mariah says, but quickly continues, “we’ve all noticed that you have been hanging out with all of us less.” y/n nods her head slowly, and moves her gaze from mariah’s face to the window, not wanting her friend to see the water that seemed to quickly form in her eyes. the two girls stayed quiet for a couple minutes, that seemed to drag on for hours, mariah started to wonder if y/n was going to ever answer her.

“i…” y/n starts to explain, but quickly closes her mouth. “if i tell you this, you can’t tell anyone okay? not david, not heath, absolutely no one.” mariah nods her head. “david and i have been together for almost a year and a half now, and we have obviously known each other longer than that, but a couple weeks ago, he mentioned that he wanted me to move in.” y/n takes a sharp breath, the tears in her eyes only collecting more as she talks.

“you don’t want to?” mariah asks softly, grabbing y/n’s hand that rested on the table.

“no, no. i mean, yes, i do. so bad. but i feel like… i feel like david deserves to be with someone so much better than me. he deserves someone who can be one of the stars of his vlog. someone who makes him laugh the way the rest of you can make him laugh. i’m just normal, boring old me. i’m not a youtuber or have a crazy talent, i have a desk job, and…” y/n can’t bear to continue, she lets out a sob, but quickly covers her face, trying not to get the attention of the other coffee drinkers in the cafe.

“oh, honey, you know david doesn’t care about all of that stuff. he loves you, y/n. so much.” mariah squeezes the hand that isn’t covering y/n’s face.

“i know, i know. and i love him more than i have ever loved anyone. i just feel like i don’t belong, riah.”

-

when they left the coffee shop, mariah quickly broke her promise to y/n and called david. it broke david’s heart to hear that the girl he loved with his entire heart was struggling to feel like she fit in with the people he considered family.

david quickly made his way over to her apartment and let himself in. he found her asleep in her bedroom with the tv playing reruns of grey’s anatomy on a low volume in the background. he couldn’t help but smile at her. he slipped off his shoes and crawled in behind her, making sure to hold her as tightly as he could without waking her.

when she woke up, she wasn’t expecting to find herself in the arms of the love of her life, but nonetheless, she snuggled closer to him. she didn’t quite realize how much she missed him until she was in his arms after avoiding him for what felt like weeks.

“baby?” david murmurs, when he feels her move.

“hi.” she whispers, back, suddenly feeling guilty for the ways she’s been acting and feeling.

“i miss you.” he says, softly kissing the crown of her head.

“I’m sorry.” she says, trying not to cry for the second time.

“hey, it’s okay.”

“mariah told you?” y/n asks and david nods.

“don’t be mad at her, she told me you told her not to tell me.”

“i’m not.” y/n says, pulling back to finally look at him.

“if you’re not ready to move in with me, you could have told me, you know? i would never be mad at you for not being ready. we’ll get there eventually, baby.”

“that’s not it, dave. trust me. i would follow you to the end of the world if you asked me to.” she sighs, “i just wonder if you would be better off without me.”

“why would you think that, y/n? i think i might die if you leave me.”

“i’m so normal.” y/n says, and pulls away from david, causing both of them to feel cold. “you deserve to be with someone extraordinary.”

“you are. and just because i don’t put you in the vlog much doesn’t mean that you mean any less to me than the people i do, or that you don’t belong in it. i have so many clips that would have made it into the vlog if it wasn’t you. and as awful as that sounds, i just don’t want to share you. and besides that, the fans love you. they’re always commenting on how pretty you are or funny and how they want you in it more. i’m sorry, i just didn’t want to share you, i never meant to hurt your feelings.”

“david,” y/n turns back to her side to look at him, “you never made me feel like this. it was nothing you did, okay? i’m sorry. and you don’t have to share me, i’m all yours.”

-

a month later, so much had changed. y/n now didn’t distance herself, it didn’t happen overnight, but with david’s constant reasurance and mariah being there for her to talk to, she started to feel like the way she did when she first met david. they were planning on moving y/n in as soon as her lease at her apartment ended. she spent more time at david’s than her own anyway.

one morning, y/n woke up to a post notification from david’s account with the title being “SHE KEEPS TRYING TO MAKEOUT WITH ME” she furrowed her eyebrows as she clicked on the notification.

when she presses the play button, david’s face appears, and he says “hey, guys, it’s david.” with a giggle before it cuts to the intro screen.

“soooo, many of you know that i have been in a relationship with a very pretty girl for about a year in a half. if you didn’t know, this is her.” he says as he points over to a part of the screen and a picture of y/n pops up. “very pretty i know.” he laughs, “anyway, some of you have been demanding that you get to see some more of her.” a bunch of screen grabs come up of fans asking for david to post more of the two of them or just y/n in general. “so, i thought i’d give you an entire vlogs worth of her.”

the screen goes black, and then y/n appears, asleep in david’s bed. david screams and y/n jumps up. when she sees that david is fine, she flops backwards and rubs her eyes. “you’re a fucking asshole david dobrik.” and david laughs.

then it cuts to y/n’s twenty-first, way before they started dating, when they had just met. y/n was gone. she smiles at the camera, posing for the picture, but laughs loudly when david says “it’s a video, do something!” and you can see the panic that goes across the plastered y/n’s face. “david! i don’t know what to do!” she whispers, with a hand halfway over her mouth like the camera could no longer see and hear her.

it then goes to a couple months into their relationship, when david set up a camera in his living room to film a sit down portion of his video, when y/n comes in, and lays across his lap, not even noticing the camera. “i hate you.” she says.

“why?” he asks, with a loud laugh.

“i don’t, i love you.” her first i love you. david glances down at her in shock.

“for real?”

“don’t make me take it back.”

it cuts again, this time to a more recent day. this time, y/n is pretty certain that the clip was filmed by jason, “why won’t you just kiss me!” y/n yells, as she sits on david’s lap, with her hands on either side of his head.

“we need to do the podcast, babe” not budging.

“give me love, and i’ll leave you alone.”

“how about i give you a kiss, and you never leave me alone?” david smiles.

“even better!” she yells, leaning down, before it cuts off, and david appears again.

“so, yeah!” david claps. “that is only some of my favorite clips of her. i have so many more, that you probably will never see. but i promise that i won’t keep her to myself anymore. i hope you love her just a fraction of what i love her. but yeah! i’ll see you guys the next vlog! byeeee” the vlog cuts, and y/n grins, wondering how she could ever feel the way she had, when she had everything she had ever wanted.