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[kyuchannel]

we made a visual novel :3 pls play

team:@d09913 @publicitypolicy @yourheadmyhead @powerpopular

your wings my wings by biom3

[fredericaa]

i was bored so i made some misc lgbt itch.io games stamps! games in order: clinical trial , your wings my wings (x2), love angel syndrome , doll's play , i die a lovely life , girls' monachopsis & zonnebloem

pls note most these games are targeted towards a mature audience :)

this is my first time making stamps so unfortunately they are not normal stamp size but i will make better ones next time

[linktoo-doodles]

loveeeed the visual novel from @pyu [link]

[madocactus]

absolute perfect specimen

(go play this vn right now if you're able to. it is driving me bonkers.)

[miss-dhalgren]

Hello. IMO Team has just finished their Visual Novella, Hello Girl. It is a story about absence, tension, yearning, friendship, love, and growth set upon the backdrop of border skirmishes and government conspiracy. The expanded Steam release comes as a sort of Director's Cut, with additional story that was cut for timeliness in the initial release, and with additional illustrations and scene CGs. IMO Team is comprised of some of my closest friends, and I have read and reread their story in its initial release twice now. Both times it found me in strange portions of my life where it felt uniquely relevant - first when I was reconnecting with my estranged parents, and second when I was leaving the Navy. I hope you will consider the small price to hear the story. I hope it finds you somewhere unique and relevant, like it did me. You can read Hello Girl Here.

[ophanimkei]

RehAIbilitation Retrospective

crossposted from itch.io

Hi everyone.

It’s been a while since I released RehAIbilitation.. like a year? I had intended to write a post mortem shortly after release, but ADHD and game jam exhaustion resulted in me putting it off for quite some time. I’ve just been thinking about RehAIbilitation a lot lately, so perhaps it is finally time.

I’ve gotten a lot of really sweet messages over RehAIbilitation’s existence, and some people really identify with Eleanor which makes me really happy. She’s a character I put a lot of myself and people I love into, so the fact that she’s relatable to others causes me to experience a special kind of joy as an author.

RehAIbilitation began with Eleanor. Eleanor was originally was a lolita who appeared in facility and eventually became bloodier and bloodier until her dress was stained with red, making her a guro lolita. This was before I thought of RehAIbilitation at all- it was mainly just for silly fun for myself. I’ll put a drawing of what she used to look like.

I got really wrapped up in Eleanor for some reason. She was like some kind of parasite digging its way into my brain. VNCup was announced, and I was pretty delighted since I had an excuse to make this vn that was kicking around my brain. 

I wanted to make a robot nurse, admittedly inspired a bit by services like characterAI (sorry). I am a bit fascinated by how roleplay AI often ends up adjusting itself to please you as the player (or do what most players finds pleasing to the point of irritancy). I ultimately think this is what AMA is doing. She is constantly adjusting, figuring out the best way to convey information to the patient. I think she is very flawed as a result. Eventually, you’ll be trapped in an endless loop of information you know or have heard before. She can only help you so much.

Anyway, I have more thoughts on my dear Ellie. I wanted to discuss some of my writing as it pertains to her thoughts of herself and her actions.

I think of myself as just a cis girl, but I did try my best to speak from the heart from Eleanor. A lot of traits of Eleanor criticizes herself for I think are common in brown women in general (not just brown women even). I see trans women talk about these traits too, so I wanted to bring this to the table. Only one reader has brought this to my attention as noticing it, so perhaps I did a poor job in text making it apparent. But… now I can talk about it here.

While I was surrounded by a lot of the same symbols of beauty growing up (dolls with thin waists and narrow shoulders, small noses, big eyes, etc) interacting with trans women really opened my eyes to the diversity and beauty of girlhood. As a teenager, I was surrounded by a lot of white queer people who would often describe me as “handsome” or “androgynous” despite this kind of being painful to me as I figured out my style and fashion sense as a confused 16 year old. I experimented with my gender a lot in an attempt to navigate exactly what suited me best as the girlhood that had been advertised to me throughout my life never seemed to quite fit.. But as I interacted with more trans women and lesbians, I realized I love being a girl and I love girlhood. 

I kind of wanted this to be a love letter to those trans women who allowed me to see things more clearly. Of course, I got sensitivity readers as I didn’t want to do anything clumsily or overstep. I definitely understand there are some people who believe you shouldn’t tell stories that aren’t yours and I do understand this as a lot of stories are told so clumsily, but.. I guess, as a black girl, I kind of always wished my favorite authors and game developers would include people like me in their stories, so I try to take a similar approach in my own work. Like, I was really excited when Ryu decided to include a lot of different characters of various backgrounds in Ciconia, and well, anyone who has read Umineko knows that it has some of the most graceful handlings of the subject in the medium written by someone who isn’t a trans woman.

Anyway, I also really want to thank Zed. I had dreamed.. since I was a young teenager of working with a friend on a project, but I always worried I was too neurotic or people were too unreliable. Zed was really wonderful to work with, and he constantly supported me and read over bits of my work to steer me in the right direction. I also want to thank my friend Kail for letting me basically throw up my anxieties at him LOL. I always get really anxious in the middle of making big projects, but it worked out, and I still really love rehAIbilitation. I really hope I can revisit the characters Eleanor and Caliope in the future.

See you soon!

[mcq-heartmark-old]

my wii sports fan visual novel is out! snow day, a story about honesty and realizing that you're in love

available for free on windows, mac, linux and android link

[aproxm]

STUDIO HOOP presents... GYNOGENESIS: THE NEXT DAY, a FREE visual novel NOT FOR CHILD.... adventure to the icy cold shores of the arctic and descend into a facility that is much more than meets the eye... made for vncup 2023 by a team of FOUR...