#void gazing

[max-atomic]

W-what if we realized biblical angels being a minimum of 78% eyeballs are weak to lazers and that's why we keep making bigger and bigger light shows? To blind them to our sins...

[omega-al]

Blown away.

Take a deep breath, take it on, take it in, let it fill you up and stretch you out. Feel full with life and lies and moments of rationality. I am here now, this thing is alive, I draw breath, I exist, I rot, but not now, in this moment so full of dreams and hot air I might just explode. A whole world of possibility until the walls come crashing down.

Now bring those pretty lips together, reach out with ache and need, waiting for flesh to meet flesh, pucker up to give life a kiss on the cheek. I’ll raise it up, and raise a glass, and catch what spills out. I’ll drink it down and coat my insides with the bits you lose. Now blow, blow baby, blow.

We don’t exist, we are ideas. We are wants, pathos, and screaming streaming madness, tuned into a reality we don’t fucking belong to, or in.

I went looking for truth and found it to be beautiful. We aren’t together, we’re never apart, we’re blowing bubbles and bad ideas, or just hot air into the world. It’s all meaningless garbage, but it sure is pretty. 

[thatbckgroundguy]

Moments of weakness come late at night, it's very telling to me that when the world was in a spiral and disaster was everywhere it's probably one of the few moments that I felt absolutely content. Strange really that you never know what a gift something was until it's fully gone.

Who knew reading a book about grief and life in general this late would affect my mood eh 🙃

[stevie-vincent]

12-14-2016

given to hyperbole something like void gazing garishly robed and standing on the precipice overlooking otherworldliness but really just lounging about the living room watching cartoons sitcoms and easing into the scrying suck of diphenhydramine