#voidal

[okari-blackpaw]

The dark brown beads I hand carved with a part of the driftwood behind it (took about 3 and a half hours to get them in a shape i liked) - the blue ones are from the store

The seal part is deer hip bone I spent two hours carving and shaping / polishing

[nonhuman-culture-is]

Eldritch and/or voidal being culture is having dysphoria due to having a matter-based body at all 🙃

[the-littlest-voidsent]

[okari-blackpaw]

Why does the human body only have one pair of legs and arms

Gimmie back my extra limbs, I want a refund

[okari-blackpaw]

That dragon vibe when you want to tap your back feet claws against a hardwood surface and hear that satisfying click sound

[okari-blackpaw]

A collection of all my memories up to present day

Hyena Memories -

I remember the discourse I had between my sister and myself, we could constantly fight and bicker with each other and our mother would encourage it. Vuk - the second matriarch eldest female cub, focused on us instead of her own sister. After I ultimately ended up killing my own sister, I gained the title of matriarch over the clan, but Vuk and I still presently butt heads over it I.e. she's a rival.

I got in a fight with an African painted dog and lost half of my right ear

I tried to take an impala back from a lioness and she smacked me in the face, leaving two long deep scars on my nose of which I still carry along with the torn ear

There was a war that happened - loosely speaking a bunch of Fae and demons requested our aid, we helped them be successful at the end, but it came at a cost. One of the beings I trusted, killed me in one of the moments where my guard was down.

In a different life as a hyena, during one of the more severe droughts I tried to snag some fresh meat just randomly laying on the ground and got caught in a snare. The hyena men came two nights later.

My third life, because of another drought, I ate a human - I was starving and it got my cubs and I killed later on.

Draconic/ celestial memories

I chose my name because I was never given one, the title I held was more of a descriptor than an actual name

I stayed near the Draco constellation and created stars and planets

I had armor that covered most of my back

My brother became corrupted and led an attack against us, resulting in the loss of many. Several scars on my back, the loss of my armor and him loosing an eye for a time.

At some point, the beings that most likely corrupted my brother were able to trap and cage me - it wouldn't of been too difficult, in theory, I was young and little, easy to overwhelm if gone about the right way. I was shoved into a meatsuit, stars and constellations littered my skin, and I was put in a small cage, collar, shackles and two straps that went around my waist and thighs that allowed for very little movement

At some point I was brought out of the cage, leg around by the collar and leash, I didn't want to go with the man, and when he pulled harshly, for a second I was able to regain one hands worth of talons, and claw him across the face.

A child eventually let me out, not sure what happened to them after that.

After the fight with my brother I fell to the earth, crashing the falling that was currently going on with the heavens - I remember seeing, in my half dead state, a seven headed fire drake and thinking he was enormous, it clicked that humans, and animal shaped beings were falling to this planets earth. I remember the remnants of my armor burning into my back and, while it hurt - the only coherent thought that came to mind was "the skies a pretty blue here, heh" before roughly crashing into the sands of Egypt - one of Gabriels kids finding me half dead shortly after, and trying to figure out what could be done before I passed

I'm actually good friends with the bean in the last point ^ turns out he fell shortly before I hit the ground, he's a good bean.

[okari-blackpaw]

That feel when you get bits of memories back, only for them to be of you getting pulled out of a trap, the shit beat out of and a muzzle yanked onto your snoot.

Eeeh hh

Not good times my dudes

[okari-blackpaw]

I didn't really have a dream last night, but it felt like something kept trying to frantically wake me up spirit wise, and I'm not sure who or what