The Want to Tear Yourself Apart
You are one Gamzee Makara and you’ve had a motherfuckin hell of a time.
Severe dehydration, severe weight loss, extreme muscular atrophy, chance that your lungs just gonna up and collapse on you, not to mention the whole... damaged veins from constantly losing so much blood and being on an IV for... however long you were. Heap all that on top of being slowly weened off of some heavy motherfuckin sedatives and it’s a wonder you’re even awake right now.
Except that you don’t wanna be awake right now. Awake really motherfuckin hurts and you kinda fuckin hate it, you would much, much, much rather be asleep right now. Or unconscious right there. Basically the same thing at this point, yeah?
Either way ya would very much like to be sleeping right now and not just lying on the bed you’ve been handcuffed to, s’not like ya can move much now as is anyways, ain’t noone be needin to lock a motherfucker in place. S’not like... ya wanted much a anywhere else... if ya were you would be, yeah?
... yeah...
You take as much of a deep breath as you’re able to, air new and living and not clinging to your mouth with your fear stink. It... hurts. S’not nice. You would really like it to stop hurting, you’ve had enough of that for now, yeah you’ll have to deal with whatever’s coming for ya by the sounds of what physical therapy’s to come at your way. Not... not looking forward to that at all.
Until then, you’ll just... breath. Breath and not acknowledge the other individual in the room with you. Let him, let him decide when he’s ready to talk at you.
Least ya could do for him.
@voidequine
