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ive actually had the first mulian "sex" scene written out for like. ages lol i think i did share some excerpt last year and honestly i think its kind of great and my motivation truly is to get the other chapters done so i can release it into the world. who even cares about the rest.
so i guess the fortune teller's right i should've seen just what was there and not some holy light but you crawled beneath my veins and now i don't care, i have no luck i don't miss it all that much there's just so many things that i can't touch i'm torn!!!! I'M ALL OUT OF FAITH THIS IS HOW I FEEL
sorry for taking a year off from posting about yaoi i had to do some irl research on dick and cock so i could write fanfiction with utmost authenticity
1. sex against your will Does count against your cultivation in canon i think bc of that cave scene? with the aphrodisiacs? iirc? here intent doesn't matter.
2. i wouldnt be surprised if the rules were rigid in a way that disqualifies anyone with a vagina bc... those things just kinda discharge no matter what. aroused or otherwise. it feels against the rules even though it would be an unfair standard
3. edging is absolutely sexual and i think it would be against the rules (here intent DOES matter) but i think an argument could be made that the intent is to frustrate yourself, which is not intent to release...? so?
4. voyeurism on the other hand, as long as you dont get aroused physically, shouldnt count against you i think. thinking about the concept of sex doesn't, and in this case you are removed from the act physically and intentionally. 👍
as i see it: physical involvement is against the rules. sexual intent: a separate consideration but also against the rules.
nodding nodding nodding thank you for your thoughts
trueeee i havent read that scene (or any of them other than bridge chapter. truly canon? i dont even know her.....) for a long time but that does seem to be the implication.
they really do just discharge whenever the hell they want. only the driest pussies may ascend to heaven
non-sexual edging allowed ONLY! love this take actually you can only touch yourself sexually and keep your cultivation if you are using it to torment yourself and test your resolve
VOYEURISM WIN! 👍 you can be a sexual freak as long as you keep it in your pants and just sit there like a weirdo with your hands folded the whole time you watch and then go home and go to sleep
basically dont do anything theres nuance. horny nuance
latest vortex note pre-affair has mq visting xl at puqi shrine and they do boring manual labor together like xl did with hc way back the beginning. and also maybe like fighting each other for fun since they are martial gods after all. and maybe hc gets home early like oh hello. what are you uhhh doing. gege? and maybe later xl is trying to save his marriage before the emotional affair progresses and suggests fighting for fun with hc but then doesnt find it fun. many thoughts
i i really am torn between hc confronting xl or xl confessing his sins voluntarily...... i probably need to write more of their interactions before i can decide what their deal is. i have mostly been writing the explicit scenes i will be real. perhaps i can make more scenes horny to encourage myself to work on them
my current ideas re: how the affair gets outed is they do a bunch of technically not sex so mq is in the clear but xl has to subtly keep asking hc for more spiritual power and then eventually they do cross a line that means xl has to lend mq spiritual power and hc starts getting suspicious bc xl has been guiltily avoiding having as much sex with hc and wont let hc make him cum as often. im still not sure if i want a direct confrontation that leads to thejr marriage dissolving or if xl asks hc for a break and then hc picks up on the rumors and confronts him about it after the fact. or if xl eventually just admits the truth on his own. only i think he wouldn't want to involve mq's name to protect him. but also do we think hc would retaliate against mq or would he be too heartbroken?
does jacking off count as breaking your cultivation?
yes. no sexual pleasure allowed PERIOD
no it's fine it's self care guys it's okay
results/nuanced opinion i will explain in the notes
