#vowed

[briabooknerd]

[crmsnmth]

Making It Easier On You

Relax, my dear You've only got to do this once I'll hold your hand I vowed to make things easier for you Found my purpose in those big blue eyes So, of course I'll help you with this milestone too

Tell me it's not my fault make sure you aim the blame on anyone but me because you don't want to get to the pulp just yet Say we need to talk so you can test the waters Just to see if I bite or if I whimper

I choose to whimper I could never bite you says the marks on your neck from two nights before

Tell me how it's you that isn't me, you'll do better if you take the fall Since it's not your heart that's breaking into a million little shards, now sticking out of the pavement below my feet Shed some tears, even if their just crocodiles commit to the act that this hurts you just as much as it hurts

Give the option of us remaining friends that we'll still talk, and that you do still love me but remind again how love is sometimes not enough We'll talk through messages on the internet until the day you delete me from that too And that will hurt the most, because all I wanted was to at least have you in my life even if it was just a profile picture friendship

I won't let you see me cry I'll wait until your making your way back to your truck and the passenger seat will be empty this time as you drive off and I fall to my floor, back against the door guttural sobs, painful sobs, just sobbing

See, it's over. That wasn't so hard, was it? I vowed to make things easier on you so that is what I have to do

[whereireid]

I know everyone is talking about your Quaritch fics, but your most recent Bucky fic has me swooning. I love how well you write the inner conflict of the reader! The constant comparisons between Bucky and Steve are amazing. And OMG - I didn’t expect it to be revealed at the end that the reader had cheated on Steve with Bucky before. It’s like Bucky’s an addiction for her! I feel bad for Steve though, because he’s buying her flowers and staying loyal and calling her every night but everytime I reread it, I’m like, dude?! You have a hot wife and you haven’t touched her in months, going to conferences instead? Lol, sorry for the rant. I just loved that fic!!!

When I was writing this, I kind of felt guilty as well - I mean, I love Steve Rogers with my whole heart, especially mean!Steve Rogers, but Bucky needs some love, too, and I neglect that man way too much😭😭 And in all honestly, I think Captain America Steve would genuinely always put the mantle first. Like, sure, he loves you and all, but the constant pressure - especially now that social media is around - would always have him on edge, would always have him working, and would most certainly always have him away from his wife.

So, I just put these two thoughts together, and I created a filthy, slightly angst Bucky fic. Bc that poor boy loves his best friends wife, and deep down he knows she’ll never leave Steve🥹

[lighttheflame]

1071

That's my number in community because I am now VOWED!!!!!! I can't even put words to how wonderful today was. I am so incredibly blessed.

[puzzwick]