#vp.txt

[thisplacewillgrow]

i could've reblogged this onto the sideblog that's, y'know, relevant to me, but also somehow it feels safer to be talking about this on here? it's the small fandom thing. don't really feel like being perceived by people who know who i am today.

[vps-catalogue]

temporary pinned.

name's vuurpoot, i'm 26 moons, use he/claw/hunt. i'm a gatekeeper in our system, @thewolvenpacks, feel free to interact w/ me! :] i like interactions!

[visionaryparacosmos]

Im sick but i wanna sing songs but i cant breathe (exaggerating)

Ive got lyric ideas for another hs parody all ready and even made a little draft but i wanna wait til im not sick again to record the actual thing.

[visionaryparacosmos]

I think the moral of Homestuck is that we should give postal workers swords.

[visionaryparacosmos]

I have 84 drafts of fics and fic art that i dont wanna rb until ive read…it might be easier to make a “to read” tag or smthn

[thisplacewillgrow]

Hello Raider! It's very nice to meet you.

-- Elias

nice to meet you too! fun getting to be in public for a little bit ;D

[thisplacewillgrow]

Hiiii Raider how are you :3

🌻 for the ask game!

hello there woosh! :D

🌻 Who are you open with about your fiction-based identity?

uuuUUUUM! 77-2, mostly solar and fluffy and xeno. usually i hang out with xeno, to be honest, we're roommates on the server and i literally roleplay myself ;p

(which is the same server i hunted honey magsinthe for sport on ;D)

plus solar and fluffy know i'm one of the secret unlockable bell noises ghosts, so! and solar+xeno+warden are part of the 9 Hour Tube Gang which was literally my first time talking out loud to anyone.

outside of that.. i mean, we've told jorb and nyx? and i sometimes talk in the 'nerds discord. not much though, especially now that there's more people in it.

[thisplacewillgrow]

😔🤝 Whenever people who know about my source (outside of just my being a fictive and my headmate possessing a kintype of a related character) interact with me I start thinking morbid. People think nasty things about my source character and it's too much to bear even the thought of. One of my friends' friends has been into our source recently, and I become anxious whenever it's brought up; it's safe to say I prefer people don't know about my source before meeting me.

For these reasons, I feel safe talking about my being a fictive here but not on our own blog. You're valid.

i'm sorry to hear that, yeah. it's.. it's rough! a lot of us are from sources that we get worried about for one reason or another (pat gets nervous because kir source is a not-great portrayal of DID, part of why crown isn't near front in years is because the fandom got really weird about their source character, especially fictives of him, cross got harassed back when they were open about their identity, stuff like that) so it's.. it sucks.

the good thing for us is that, uh, if we know somebody before they find out about Any Of That, they're usually more understanding..? because they know the rest of us, and if we're hiding our source before revealing it then they know us without that info, so they're accepting once they do know. so hopefully stuff goes well with you and your friends' friend.