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Exciting yet terrifying yet exciting all at the same time.
Past couple of weeks have been great for my makeup
What you learn working in an animal clinic
All pets are "rescued" and all of them were "abused" before being adopted.
Working in a clinic rant
I'm so heart broken. . . And I feel so stupid. I've put so much into my job, I've never missed a day, I've never complained about the tasks I'm assigned. I constantly work 10-12 hour days with no break (seriously I do it like once or twice a week. And yes I'm aware of labor laws but I didn't care because I loved being at work.) I even work with the most negative, mean and horrible tech who hates teaching me anything new and ALWAYS blames me when she messes up on stuff. Despite all that I have NEVER been late, I've never missed a shift, and I always cover shifts as long as they don't conflict my school schedule. . . But you see that's where it all went to shit. The minute I turned down coving a shift because I had to shoot X-rays for school they started treating me differently. Then they asked me to work on days I can't because of school and I of course told them I couldn't, they then take away one of my normal scheduled days during the week. It's like the more I pick school over them, they start acting like I'm no longer a good worker. Then today I go on Facebook and see a picture of my whole staff at dinner and the title says "for the love of our patients out girls are getting some continuing education." And sitting in the picture is a new girl who just got hired last week. . . Yet I had no idea this was even going on. I have absolutely no drama with anyone at work so I just don't get it?? And to make it worse, why do I feel so left out and hurt? Maybe I shouldn't take it so personal. I'm just starting to feel like I'm putting my heart and soul into this job while still being an A-B student and I'm getting nothing in return. I feel so bad about myself :/