"Fear: a primal, protective emotion triggered by the perception of danger or a threat to your well-being."
"stripped off all that made him useful, the scared and lonely child underneath is all that left to see"
(thoughts throughout and about the drawing below:)
ughhhh im finally done with this screenshot redraww
lowk not super happy with it (the longer i start at it the more i wanna fix the things like UGHHH THERES SMTH THATS BUGGIN ME BUT IM TOO TIRED TO EDIT IT RN) buuut i wanna move on now so im posting it as it is (I WILL FIX TS ONE DAY) :'D
the pose was the bane of my existence bc not a singular reference existed for whateve i had in mind so i pulled some abracadabra bs and did that
the background was ALSO the bane of my existence cus it was so hard for me to get the in between of detailed but not super detailed to take your focus away from no one suffering (autopiloted and write chosen at first 😭💀)
THE LIGHTING WAS THE GREATEST BANE OF MY EXISTENCE
cus I wanted it to be dark to really isolate no one, but the machine was REALLL bright so I had to find some common ground (I also had to get it to interact moderately accurately with that ONE LEG on the left so don’t you dare say anything about it being wrong I trieddd)
og screenshot:
look at the lil guy who cant do literally anything :D
needless to say I can’t wait to draw more stuff abt ava 13 and more specifically no one/chosen depressionnn :D
