#w33d posting

[virtualcremefem]

I think I'm going to smoke next month and I'm not going to stop myself.

Instead of thinking I HAVE to smoke all day every day, addiction, or thinking I am NOT ALLOWED to smoke, denying I want it...I take the middle ground of two extremes and say: "This is my treat. I get to have a treat if I keep my responsibilities."

Maybe it seems like a get out of jail free card, excuses, but I only have enough cash for one thing as a treat anyway. I think I can be healthy about it. I'll be taking another long t break after I'm done.

I am cutting back on buying other things to afford it, namely books, but I have so many books to read already! And I can save them for another month.

[virtualcremefem]

Carts get me to about half the high of a nice dab. Which is fine and is the easiest for me to get in bulk for it to last as long as possible on my budget.

But flower is my favorite, it's a very unique high you can really feel.