Jun 27
I think I'm going to smoke next month and I'm not going to stop myself.
Instead of thinking I HAVE to smoke all day every day, addiction, or thinking I am NOT ALLOWED to smoke, denying I want it...I take the middle ground of two extremes and say: "This is my treat. I get to have a treat if I keep my responsibilities."
Maybe it seems like a get out of jail free card, excuses, but I only have enough cash for one thing as a treat anyway. I think I can be healthy about it. I'll be taking another long t break after I'm done.
I am cutting back on buying other things to afford it, namely books, but I have so many books to read already! And I can save them for another month.