Currently, I don’t like anyone. However, I can’t seem to shake a particular person off no matter what I do and I guess I can blame
a famous person i’ve been compared to.
i certainly do not mean for this to come off as cocky or anything, but i’m hardly ever compared to anyone. i get the occasional so-and-so reminds me of ga-in or vice versa, but hardly ever a full blown comparison. sometimes people like to compare me to han ga-in unnie, but i’m thinking that’s just because we share the same name. i’m getting compared more and more to narsha unnie because she’s korea’s adult idol and everyone’s waiting for her to pass up her title to me.
5 things that irritate me about the same sex/opposite sex.
opposite: thinking all women are naive, thinking women owe them things, slut-shaming women (especially after being rejected), using their statures/voices to intimidate women, talking about the vagina (primarily in terms of the “tightness” of it, what makes it wet, good and bad discharge) when they clearly know nothing about it
same: bashing fellow women x5
the best thing that has happened to me this week.
my unnies took me out for ice cream after we made a bunch of progress on our upcoming album
weird things i do when i’m alone.
act out arguments in my head just in case they ever happen, crawl around and bark with my dogs.
how i’d spend ten thousand bucks.
knowing me? probably a puppy or shoes. my unnies buy most of my things for me so really i’d just save most of it.
things i like and things i don’t like about the way i look.
i don’t like my eyes, i wish they were bigger. however, it’s one of the most noticeable and memorable things about my appearance. i use eyeliner to make my eyes appear bigger than they are–so basically eyeliner is the way i make all of my money.
though some people like to say i’m not completely filled out everywhere, i do like my body type. my shape can handle with me losing and gaining what would be a lot of weight in the industry, which is good for me because different concepts call for different body looks.
my last night out in detail.
i sat on the floor for thirty minutes crying until i fell asleep because my unnie’s went out to eat and drink without me and wouldn’t tell me where they went. i woke up to narsha unnie sitting on my butt, stuffing meat in my pants. jea unnie and miryo unnie were laughing and recording. i cried some more. then they fed me so i’d stop crying–not the meat that was in my pants though. the four of us watched boy group music videos and drank beer until we passed out.
something that makes me sad when i think about it.
how i gave important pieces of my heart to people i knew didn’t deserve it thinking that i wouldn’t get hurt. i knew better but i made up some twisted fantasy in my head that things would turn out differently. i knew the ending by heart and i tried my absolute hardest to forget, hoping i’d be able to make a new one. that was the stupidest thing i could have done to myself. something i’ve got to live with though, oh well.
something i’ve lied about.
i try my best to stay away from lies that could create a big domino effect. i lie about my feelings all the time so i don’t have to talk about them, especially if it involves romantic feelings. for the most part, though, i just tell my unnies i forgot my cards or cash so i don’t have to buy stuff for myself when we’re out because why spend my money when i can spend theirs? that makes me sound horrible—
05. piercings i have:I have several on each ear, actually. {’ turns her head to the side and tucks her hair behind her ear so she can show off the number of piercings she has there } It’s not a mirror image on the other ear– {’ points } But its roughly the same number!
06. favorite band:AOA Black! {’ laughs } But there’s actually this Japanese band that my old guitar teacher introduced to me. Their songs really… tugged at me emotionally. {’ chortles and chooses not to mention the one time she even found herself teary eyed after watching them perform one of their songs. } They’re called Mr. Children. Give them a listen some time!
07. biggest turn off(s): I don’t like it when a person is wishy-washy. They need to know what they want–confidence is really important! Dirty toes and toenails are a turn off too.. {’ laughs } I don’t really like looking at feet in general, and even more if the person can’t even be bothered to clean them! {’ wrinkles her nose at the thought }
08. top 5 ( insert subject ):Um – I think you needed to supply the subject here!
09. tattoos i want:Ha, if I knew, I’d probably have it by now! I do think of getting one some day, but I really want to think about what kind of design I really want to, first. After all, it’ll be forever right? {’ grins } One time I got a bass clef in henna on the back of my neck though–it was small, but cute! So probably something similar!
10. biggest turn on(s):Confidence. There’s something about a guy knowing what he wants, and how he wants it that’s exceptionally attractive!
15. Can they multi-task or must they focus on one subject at a time?Sometimes he can, sometimes he can’t. Mostly, no. He gets a bit distracted easily but with enough focus, he could occassionally.
16-20 Answered here
21. Your character has been granted 3 wishes; what would they wish for and why?1. Maybe a super power like the ability to fly, teleport or Refill anything and everything. Why? Easy travel or not worrying about running out of anything ever.2. Own all the puppies. He loves puppies.3. Magically make him sing better. The happiness of those he loves and cares for.
22. Does your character trust people right off the bat or does it take them some time to warm up to someone?Not exactly on the first bat but more like he’s cautious. He’s an observer so he watches the way a person is and what they say before slowly opening up to them.
23. Do they prefer romance or affection? What is the quickest way to your character’s heart?Both, but Mark leans more towards affection. Being the super affectionate person that he was, it was only natural that he also loved receiving affection just as much as he gave. There isn’t really a quick way, if she’s cute, funny and makes him want to see her more, then that’s all there is to catch his interest. Just spending time together and learning more about each other is enough for him if he already likes her.
24. Does your character have any enemies? If so, who and why?At the moment, no. Mark is like that one kid at school who is friends with everyone from every ‘clique’, in that high school sort of mindset.
25. Do they have any weird bedroom habits? Any unusual kinks?Not in particularly. Even the way he sleeps is peaceful. As for kinks? He has yet to fully explore much in that area.
♥ = Character’s preference for relationships (sexuality, type of person, etc.)
Euijin once stated in a fansign back in January that she likes people who are generally happy – a big, nice smile; a loud, charming voice; and an all-in-all bright personality. She’s also someone who’s very nitpicky in some ways, so from what I’ve seen, she’d also like someone who would never bore her when they’re together – there’s never an awkward moment of silence, and if there is, it wouldn’t even be considered as “awkward” but more of like a time in space wherein they appreciate one another’s company in silence. Nagging and being clean and orderly is also a part of her personality so someone who shares the same trait as that would be preferable for her ‘cause she’d probably go insane from the mess otherwise. Also, smoking and anything bad for his and her own health is a big no-no.
☂ = Weather the character enjoys
She generally likes bright, sunny days! Though not the kind wherein she’s already sweating the moment she steps out. She appreciates cool breezes and hates the feel of the sun’s heat on her more than anything. And day’s with the best lighting for taking pictures of herself and whatever plants she sees!
⊙﹏☉ = What flusters the character
From what I’ve taken note of, she gets easily shy when she’s made to do things in front of a watching crowd. (Alone, that is) On Weekly Idol, she was made to do a dance and she was very embarrassed at first before shrugging the feeling off. She likes being the center of attention, but she gets flustered by it too. She’s also pretty conscious about herself so when she doesn’t look her best, she’ll try to be reserved – though that ends up not really happening since she’s basically a beagle that’s always overreacting and sarcastically commenting during interviews and all.
(´；Д；｀) = What worries the character
Definitely when her friends are either upset or not feeling well. Even when she’s not with SONAMOO, she acts like a mom to those around her. With her group members, she’s already used to caring after them so she fixes their clothes and feeds them without a word being spoken, but with those she doesn’t hang around with nearly 24/7, she’ll constantly ask them questions about their well-being and try to do something for them.
✘ = hitting the other in their private part by accident
Nahyun had to be the unluckiest person on the planet, considering every time she had to take pictures, her photography equipment would crap out on her. Sure, she had been waiting for two hours for Red Velvet already, but only now, when they had landed and were going to come out soon, did her camera strap decide to get stuck as she was adjusting it. Swearing under her breath, she continued to adjust the strap, ignoring the screeches of fans of other idol groups, instead keeping an ear open for any chants of “Red Velvet!” or the like.
“Ireeeeeeene!”
Great. Now Red Velvet was out, and Nahyun’s stupid camera strap was so long, her camera just grazed her knees. It wasn’t exactly the time to be worrying about her camera strap anymore-- she needed pictures. During the pandemonium that broke out in the airport, the Red Velvet fans and other photographers rushed towards the terminal. Luckily enough, she didn’t get elbowed, nor did she elbow anybody, but as she ran towards the Red Velvet members her camera swung around and hit something... someone? Turning around, she saw a male reach for his lower half and Nahyun let out the loudest gasp, covering her mouth in shock as she bowed profusely.
It’s no lie that she must have been a nuisance to Jackson by now, but for the female, there was nothing else to talk about. They were on that awkward stage of friendship or maybe it’s more a one-sided feeling. Either way, talking about her favorite restaurant was all she did but despite that setback, it became the opportunity for them to hang out. That’s one good thing out of the many, but it can’t be that bad, right?
Jackson seemed like a genuine person. It helped that he was funny. It’d salve the anxiousness out of her because even though it wasn’t a date, they had no mutual friends to tag along to justify that. He was an attractive young man but Jennie hadn’t that sort of interest in him and she didn’t wanna send off the wrong connotation. Nothing to ruin the blossoming friendship, she hopes.
They’d come together since the newly acquainted male didn’t know the whereabouts and Jennie didn’t want him fumbling around the streets trying to look for the place. It wasn’t very popular, after all. She got lost herself the first time someone asked to meet up with her at the certain restaurant. As soon as they stepped in, familiar faces greeted them with friendly smiles, brief chit chats between Jennie here and there, checking up on how she’d been in the times she hasn’t visited the favored place.
“Well, here it is! People here are really nice, aren’t they?” said Jennie, full of confidence about the place she’d been yapping about to no end, before walking towards the table they’d been lead to.
