#warning:angst

[arcatsk]

Whumptober Day 21 "Too late"

[dekubottoms]

While You Were Sleeping by Belkacaramelka (annabelleg) (M | 59k | Complete)

The one where quirkless fanboy Midoriya Izuku rescues Pro Hero Todoroki Shouto, gets mistaken as his fiancé while he is in a coma, and gets caught up in the most unlikely fake engagement... until his childhood enemy and Todoroki's classmate Bakugou Katsuki enters the picture and tries to catch him out.

Quirkless AU based on the film; endgame BakuDeku. -- Whatever bravado Izuku had summoned the night before out of some sense of poetic justice went flying out of the window as soon as he heard Bakugou Katsuki's heartstoppingly familiar voice at the doorway.

“Midoriya? – as in Midoriya Izuku? Deku is Todoroki’s fiancé?”

“Yes! How did you know?” Despite Uraraka’s delighted tone, Izuku didn’t need to turn around to feel the incredulous narrowing of those red eyes.

Dammit. They had been so close to getting away with it.

“Bullshit.”

[golden-riren]

Summary : After having slept with his lover, Eren finds out he is expecting Levi's child. He thinks that this will bring them closer together...he was dead wrong. Levi refuses to have a child in his life. Heartbroken, Eren decides to end the relationship and raise their child alone. Years later, Levi finds Eren...and two small boys?

My Note : I love Mpreg Eren and they were having twin boys. I know the opening wasn’t happy, too many conflicts, even Eren and Levi had to suffer because Levi made mistake. They could reunite again with unexpected event. It’s great story and I don’t mind to read again.

[yusaku-tenjo]

Will/Finn(umm...Fill? Winn?) Angry!Sex and Cuddle fluff

Because the last episode was gayer than a foursome with Kadam and Brittana...And there was sexual tension in those songs...(I mean, come on boys, love songs? Really?) This happened. And it's very angsty. Like, Love The Way You Lie angsty.

Finn gasped at his back hit the wall. His eyes fell shut as the older man's lips attached to his neck, biting fiercely at the skin there as his hands moved to Finn's shirt, ripping the buttons off.

"W-when they said to fix the feud..." Finn broke off with a moan. "I-I don't think they meant like this..."

"Shut up Finn." Will growled. "You kissed Emma."

"You left her in charge of the wedding." Finn countered, connecting their lips in a harsh clash. His tongue pushed into Will's mouth, narrowly escaping being bit before he continued. "You left your OCD 'fiancé' in charge of a fucking wedding that wasn't going to happen anyway."

"Wanna bet it wasn't going to happen?" Will slammed him against the wall again. "Do you think I would just leave her, for you?" 

Finn flinched as his back hit the wall again. He was half expecting Will to just stop and punch him, but the punch never came. A kiss, more gentler this time, was pressed to his neck instead as they both finished getting undressed. This was his escape, and his prison. His relief, and his guilt. He thought ruefully back to the days when he bullied Kurt for being gay, called his own step-brother a fag...yet here he was, he was the fag now.

The bed was a welcomed relief to his abused back. The languid kisses lulling him into security, leaving him unprepared for the harsh stab of fingers. When had Will found time to grab the lube? Finn hissed as Will moved quickly, his mouth moving down to mark Finn's neck.

"I'd never leave her for you. You just need a lesson taught to you, like you always did." Will whispered in his ear, making Finn shiver. He added another two fingers to the first one, moving quickly and giving Finn no time to adjust. It wasn't about comfort or Finn's pleasure tonight. It was about tearing him down, and Finn knew that.

Just a few quick thrusts of Will's fingers, and they were withdrawn. Finn tensed, though he knew it would make it worse, and waited. He heard the condom wrapper being ripped open and his back tensed more as he tried to relax. The strained gasp that left him as Will pushed inside him was the only noise in the room. He felt like he was on fire, the pain was too much...but it was not enough at the same time.

He knew Will felt nothing for him, knew that he was supposed to like Rachel. But he couldn't help it.

"Whore." Will growled, thrusting into him. His hips snapped, giving Finn no time to recover. "Just a slut, can't do anything right."

The words stung and Finn turned his head to the side, shutting his eyes tightly against the tears. He listened to the headboard hitting the wall of the cheap motel room they were in. Will wouldn't meet Finn at his own house, and there was no way in hell Finn would risk Burt and his mom finding out about this.

Finn barley understood what 'this' was anyway. It only started after he graduated, and again when he came back from the army, but Will had given him these...looks before, back when he was just a teacher and Finn was just another student.

'He was just waiting...' Finn thought, flinching as Will thrust particularly hard into him. 'Why though?'

"If I ever, see you near her again...I'll kill you." Will's hips grew still, and Finn finally relaxed as he pulled out.

And then, the shame kicked in fully. For Finn, it was being used like this. Letting this all happen. But he felt like he deserved it at the same time.

For Will, it was different. He took off the condom, tossing it away before lying down next to Finn. "Hey..." He pulled Finn closer as the younger turned on his side away from Will. "Finn, it's alright." Will pressed a light kiss to the back of Finn's neck.

Finn sighed and relaxed further into the embrace. Just as it was before; Will was rough before and during sex, then apologetic about it after. The only time it was ever gentle and, Finn couldn't think of any other word for it, loving, was the first time. There wasn't anything he could do about it though.

Or so he first thought. Will's words in the auditorium rang through his ears. 'It's not like you have a teaching degree, or, a single college credit.'

"I'm going to New York." He blurted out. Maybe it wasn't the smartest move, he figured it wasn't as Will tensed again. "I'm going to NYU."

He could get away from Will. He could get help, hell, he'd go to Kurt for help. It would be humiliating, telling his younger brother what happened, but it would be a start. A start to healing, and a start to getting Will his own help.

Because no matter how much Will hurt him, and no matter how much Finn told himself to love Rachel, it just wasn't right. He fell hard for the other man, maybe that's why he kissed Emma. Maybe it had nothing to do with calming her down, but it was his own selfish reasons. Either way, he wasn't going to get in the way anymore, no matter what his feelings.

He would leave, if Will would stop glaring at him with cold, hard eyes. 

He would leave, but a feeling of dread told him it wouldn't be the way he wanted to go.

[yusaku-tenjo]

007. Heaven

 WARNING: HATE CRIME, ANGST, CHARACTER DEATH

Kurt gasped as his head hit the pavement. He glared up at the person that shoved him.

The man had one hand around Adam's throat, the smaller male struggling for breath while trying to reach for Kurt at the same time.

"Let him go!" Kurt screamed.

But he knew no one would help them.

Why would they?

It was a mistake, coming back to Lima. Kurt should've seen the signs. He had a bad feeling about it and now Adam was paying for his mistake.

"And why should I let this fag live?" The man sneered, tightening his grip around Adam's neck. 

Adam's eyes widened, the dark blue color turned bright with fear. Kurt's head was swimming with the same emotion, but something stronger made him stay. He had to save Adam.

No matter what.

"Because I said to!" Remembering what Finn had first taught him about in football, he gathered all of his strength into his legs before slamming into the man. The powerful leap was enough for the man to lose his balance and grip, dropping Adam before swinging at Kurt. Adam struggled to recover, trying to at least get up on his hands and knees to help himself and maybe go get help for Kurt.

"You little prick," The man tossed Kurt, smirking at the sound of cracking bones as Kurt's shoulder hit the building. The alleyway was too small, but Kurt wasn't going to let that stop him.

"Adam! Run!" He yelled, ducking under another punch and giving one of his own. The man may have been bigger, but Kurt's smaller form gave him speed enough to duck and weave through the multitude of punches and kicks the man tried to get in.

"I-I won't leave you here alone!" Adam yelled, trying to help but being knocked away.

"Fucking fairies..." The man reached into his pocket. "I told him I'd save Hummel for him...said nothing about the other one!"

Kurt's eyes widened as he saw what the man was pulling out. He grabbed the closest thing to himself, what seemed to be a shard of glass, and shakily stood. His eyesight was blurred and his head felt fuzzy. He could hear a voice whispering something to him, but he shook it off. It was just a concussion, he would be fine. 

He would save Adam, and they would go back to Kurt's house. Burt would never find out about the attack and then they would go back to New York. Splat, their kitten, would greet them and things would be normal again.

Kurt waited for the man to make his move, before making one of his own. 

Adam shut his eyes, waiting for a blow that would never come. He didn't open them until he felt something wet and warm hitting his arm. His eyes flew open then, just in time to watch the man crumble to the ground, their attacker's eyes were glassy and staring at nothing. 

"Kurt...Kurt we're safe..." Adam looked up at Kurt. "Kurt...?"

"Kurt!"

He could hear Adam yelling. It was a distant sound, but one that he knew so well.

I have to get to him.

His legs couldn't hold him up any longer, but Adam was there to catch him. "Kurt no!" His chest hurt so bad, and it felt like he was drowning. But his heart just wouldn't slow.

We need to go home before dad starts to worry.

Adam looked worried. His eyes were full of tears, and Kurt couldn't figure out why. They were safe, weren't they? Why would Adam be crying?

"Kurt!"

Kurt.

That voice...

"Don't leave me, please!"

Let go sweetheart.

Kurt knew that voice. That gentle, loving tone. "Mom?"

Let go.

Kurt struggled against the tiredness that he felt. No. Adam needs me.

It's time sweet. Adam will be ok. You'll see him again.

It was getting harder and harder for Kurt to fight it. The tiredness was winning, but Kurt couldn't, wouldn't let it. Memories flashed in front of him, his third birthday...Dalton...Blaine...graduation...Vogue and NYADA...and finally, Adam.

His vision cleared for a heartbeat. Adam was crying more now, screaming something Kurt couldn't hear. There were other voices, other people, but Kurt could only see his boyfriend.

"I love you..." Kurt whispered, the fight becoming too hard for him to win, and he fell into the tiredness.

---

The sweet scent of flowers, rain, and strangely cookies, are what Kurt woke up to.

"Come on Sweet, open your eyes."

That voice again, his mother's voice. Kurt struggled to open his eyes against the blinding light, blinking rapidly as his eyes adjusted.

"That's it Kurt, come on." She encouraged.

His eyes finally stopped fighting the light, and he looked around. It looked...almost like his old room. 

"Mom?" He whispered, noticing immediately a change in his voice. It was softer, almost like gentle notes from a harp.

Elizabeth smiled. "Hello Sweetheart."

"But then...I'm..."

She nodded sadly. "Yes." She brightened up as Kurt looked around. "But even in the dark, there's light. Guess where you are."

Kurt needn't guess. He knew, and it brought tears to his eyes. "I'm in heaven."

"Yes."

Kurt gasped. "Adam-!"

Elizabeth stood up, motioning towards the mirror in the room. "Wait for him. It won't be long."

Kurt didn't know whether to smile or cry at that. He sat up in the bed, staring right at the mirror. "Through there?"

His mother nodded. "Right through the mirror. Each one connects to the living world. But it's a one-way trip for most, so don't get any ideas."

Kurt hummed, still staring at the mirror. Elizabeth smiled softly again. She had to leave quickly, she had her own mirror to wait at.

And just as she said, Kurt didn't have to wait long. He stared in wonder as Adam seemed to disappear from the image in the mirror, growing lighter and lighter as Kurt saw right through him, and reappearing just on the other side. Kurt's heart gave a joyful flutter that was saddened at what Adam's appearance meant. But it didn't matter. Here, they would last. Here, they could be forever. In their own little piece of heaven.

[gold-sekainosa]

A young man meets an elderly Draco on an airplane. Draco reminisces about his lover, Harry, and the life they shared. Told from an OC's point of view, but it only focuses on Harry and Draco. Non!magic AU. K for boyxboy kisses. Warning, its a tear-jerker!

  My Note : Wanna something make you cry? Try it. It works well T_T

[gold-sekainosa]

Everyone in school wants to BE Draco Malfoy or be WITH him, he's good looking, clever and aloof. But when Harry Potter starts at Veritas Academy, everything goes to hell.

[youmakemyhearthowl]

Got bored.

Not sure if this is good, but read ittttttt please?

http://candyland1341.livejournal.com/3072.html