" I know as much about myself as my mind can work out under its current conditions. And its current conditions are not good. ”
💊 ❀ ✿ ❦ . THE MEME THAT MADE MY INBOX EXPLODE | not accepting!
There was a long stare toward the other. A sort of melancholy gaze that slowly morphed into a drifting glance. His thoughts were lost among the many, many wandering ponderings of similar nature. He too, had a similar mindset. And it didn’t help in the slightest that Joy held the past back. Crushed memories left and right. It took him so long to realize what he had done, and what world he lived in. And he could hardly handle that blind ignorance to begin with. Not when his eye had opened, and the sparkles of honesty were enlightening him.
Limbs cross over one another. A symbiotic relationship together. They rest with one another, as they lean against the perch of his scrawny chest. His darker glance is now eyeing the ground. It jumped amidst the earth, trying to find some form of response. Arthur felt extremely empathetic. Almost exactly the same. Brain was still boggled about everything. Part of him believes that he’ll never heal from the experience. From the remorse that hangs heavy, like a noose, amidst his neck.
“ Yeah... I can relate to that. After taking nearly two decades worth of Joy and lying to myself. It really does bugger your brain, doesn’t it? Doubt and fear. Emotions left, right, and center! And when it’s that bad... what can you do, then? “ cue a quiet, desolate huff. His eyes finally lift. Arthur glances at the other before looking past them. The space was a sweet, sweet home. A void to lose himself into when life weighed him down so heavily. “ Just hope and wish for something better? If only... but the world doesn’t work like that, does it? “