This hole in my heart where Korra used to be is still not filled. It will never be filled...I don't think I could ever quit this blog. Seeing so many of my peers on here leave because Korra ended is saddening. The reality of it all is barely hitting me a month later. I know this blog will continue the way it is and slowly when httyd comes around I will blog about that. But right now I need someone to talk to. Someone who just wants to vent with me about Korra. Someone who wants to laugh, and cry about all of our fav moments. Someone willing to message a girl with a hole in her heart.
Once you’ve been tagged,you’re supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 20 people to tag. Also tag the person who tagged you. I was tagged by waterbendingdragon
1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: Work
3. Last text message: My sister
4. Last song you listened to: "Lullabies" by YUNA
5. Last time you cried: September 29th (my uncle passed away last year)
6. Dated someone twice: Yes
7. Been cheated on: No
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: Yes
LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS:
12. Blue
13. Purple
14. Black
LAST YEAR (2014), HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Yes
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend’s list: No
GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: Too many to name.
24. Do you have any pets: Yes one shitzu and some fish
25. Do you want to change your name: Its fine.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Friends took me out to dinner at Manhattan Beach and I had lunch with my parents
27. What time did you wake up today: 10:45am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Couldn't sleep. Still up.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: The new Avengers movie in May.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: This morning
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Where I'm at in my life right now. Feel stuck.
32. What are you listening to right now: Tove Lo-Got Love
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: Sure
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: Trying to be productive without getting distracted. 35. Most visited webpage: Tumblr 36. Eye color: Brown 37. Nickname: Kat, Katy, Reese
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Gemini-Cancer (bday is on the cusp)
40. He or She: She
41. Elementary: South Hills Academy
42. High School: Ayala High School
43. College: Cal Poly Pomona
44. Hair color: Dark Brown
45. Long or short: Short
46. Height: 5’1
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: No
48. What do you like about yourself?: My willingness to keep busy when things are rather hard and not think about it
49. Piercings: Only ears
50. Tattoos: None
51. Righty or lefty: Lefty
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: My left arm
53. First piercing: Don't remember, when I was a kid.
54. First best friend: 4th grade: Cecile
55. First sport you joined: Can't remember. Played many sports.
56. First vacation: Lake Tahoe, Nevada
58. First pair of trainers: birth
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Nothing
60. Drinking: water
61. I’m about to: Finish this post
62. Listening to: Music on my Itunes
63. Waiting for: This post to end
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: Maybe
65. Get Married?: Maybe
66. Career?: ATHLETIC TRAINER/PHYSICAL THERAPIST/FITNESS INSTRUCTOR. Owning my own business and just thriving.
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Both at the same time
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Yes
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Yes
73. Sensitive or loud: both
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: No
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: Yes
77. Drank hard liquor: Yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broke someone’s heart: Yes
81. Had your own heart broken: Yes
82. Been arrested: No
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: Yes (My uncle and any of my relatives that had passed like all my grandparents)
85. Fallen for a friend: Yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: Maybe
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: No
91. God: Yes
92. Angels: Yes
What is there to do once Dec. 19 rolls around other than go through post korra depression. What happens after that. once my depression is over it will probably be 2016 give or take a couple of days maybe 2017 if the finale is better than i expected.
I have no idea what I’m going to do. I have no idea what I’m going to do with this blog. I’ll probably go into denial mode for awhile, as I bask in the beautifulness that is the finale, and then scroll down the legend of korra tag and watch 100 people make the same post of “LOK is finished [insert sad gif here].” And then precede to go down the makorra tag as I celebrate victory, write smut for a week, and read other fics. But then, after I exhaust all the gifs and fanart, I’m going to look around and notice alot of people disappearing. It will be not noticable at first, but then suddenly you’ll get a notification from one of them that they’re going to be following a new show, and changing the theme of their blog. And slowly, very slowly, you watch the people who you were close to, diminish. And suddenly it’s your life, and you gotta pick up the pieces, and find other things that make you happy; but never forget the greatness that was and is LOK. But you’ll be able to go on. You will, don’t worry. Whether it takes a couple of weeks, or a couple of months, you will. And I’m sure you probably won’t find anything close to LOK but don’t worry, we still have the memories of it.