politely invites u to talk about What Could Have Been ayaka
WCHB AYAKA<3333 she is so messed up love wins
she's sooo not used to being on her own. she's always been in sayaka's shadow, everyone was sure sayaka was a cinch to get the ultimate idol spot. but somehow she was chosen and now instead of being the Token Grumpy One she has to learn how to be the face of her group and quick. she used to be able to be herself at school and only "switch it on" for being an idol but now she has to be "on" all the time.
she's combative when she doesn't mean to be and she's trying her best but man is it not showing. she was a group, part of a collective, and now she's suddenly thrust into the spotlight and she has no idea what to do when she's on her own. she doesn't have her group--she doesn't have Sayaka, as much friction as there was between them. and the friction's only growing.