We have an analysis thing we're writing rn abt bnb sfawtde (someone mentioned it and we got obsessed with the idea) but it has very cluttered thoughts n ideas... We're quite literally writing stuff down as we think it so our opinions are changing as we write (which is both cool and kinda bad we guess... you get to see us either agree with ourselves or agree with uhh not ourselves we guess)
We also. like posting our ideas for silly fun, and so when (not saying we're against it or hate it when ppl add on or say there share btw) someone says "oh yeah actually *bla bla cool awesome and VERY MUCH APPRECIATED BTW!!! info about something we said*" we get flustered(?) and then we start to view it as a debate and in our eyes a debate is negative (no matter how we convince ourselves it's not)
Can someone (remembers that we need to stop saying "im gonna kill myself" because the brain apparently cant understand sarcasm or some weird ass shit) love us fiercefully and start a podcast with us
Ahem anyways... basically it's just: we're scared about posting a thought process because we can't handle social interaction like a twink
We might just post it though when we're done (if we remember GOOD GOD)
