#we should sleep

[l1zardsneedles]

its 2:46 am f me right now

its only midnight for me but im a pussy

[morthorns]

How me and @neilhilistic be acting instead of sleeping ( we don’t even know what bullshit we yap about )

[arospec-polyniigo]

[marrmora]

"mmmuuuuuhhhh"

-Random voice

[handsoffthefuckinshield]

okay bedtime. about to be extremely selfish but I don't care. goodnight

[teenitinygod]

nobody :

the discord server last night : 

@arahabaki-writing-blog​ @amourzai​ @riceonchrome​ @akutagawacrackhead​ @sweet-cynical-writer​ 

[dissociatedabyss]

one of us always plans to get school work done on thursdays, but with therapy at 11 it usually never happens. the rest of the day is spent dissociated and unable to focus or really do anything productive. we layed down with the goal of doing work later, and we need to, but i don’t know if it’s realistic.

therapy was a lot. not a lot in a bad way or about bad things, but we talked a lot about the issues we’re having around therapy this go round. how it’s harder to be open and how some don’t want to have to face these things again. how much denial we have when we do start communicating and understanding each other. how all of this being real means more than we can handle. acknowledging each other means acknowledging what created us. and that is fucking terrifying. that is what sent the walls back up. knowing what we don’t know.

i think actively inviting other parts before it started made a difference. i was able to express more. she mentioned that as i was saying things, i kept getting really absorbed and she was wondering what was going on inside. we were getting a lot from different parts. our worries and fears and what all of this has been like so far and why it’s harder than it’s been before. usually i’m just making guesses i think, i tried getting input from others but it was always silent.

not today.

i’m exhausted.

[shitwesayonfacetime]

Sing us a song, you're the piano hand

Allison S.