had to endure having a stereotypical racist white man tell me the aztecs are dead and that they never had descendants or anything of that nature and that they spoke azteca, and every time i corrected him he just got angrier to the point i had to come up with an excuse quickly because i felt he was going to become violent..
first of all the aztecs were an empire, not people, the mexica were and still are the people. the mexica spoke nahuatl, not “azteca”, azteca is not a language. mexica are a sub group of the nahua people, the nahua people are called nahua because the language we speak is nahuatl. we don’t have the common U.S system where we have tribes or clans, we have pueblos (and even then so many have been lost and erased) which are territories of where our people lived. we still exist. we are still here. the teachers that go preaching in classrooms “the aztecs all died” are wrong. history being taught is whitewashed and always has been. it needs to change. we were enslaved, murdered, and raped, most of us are mixed, and it was never a choice, with the way history is taught today most mixed indigenous people (specially nahua) are told we no longer exist and are told that they are not native when in fact they are. there’s more of us then people realize, more then most of us even realize, especially when we’re taught to mark “white” on censuses, when we’re taught we’re a dead group anyways so not to bother, when we’re taught that we’re barbaric and savage. it was genocide then. it’s still genocide now. we are still being actively erased, even when we’re standing directly in front of you, as i’ve experienced tonight clearly.
black people recognize me as latina, natives recognize me as native, latinos recognize me as latina, asians recognize me as latina, white people are the only ones that don’t recognize me as something fully nonwhite, they only recognize me as something exotic and mixed, but never fully white and it’s obvious, my color fluctuates but currently i am pretty lightskin now and i have green eyes so white people think they can get away with shit in front of me because they don’t think i’m connected enough to my culture(s) and connected enough to myself to say anything, the problem isn’t that they think im also fully white, the problem is that they are openly racist and hateful, and even more racist and hateful around those that can be seen as atleast half white to them. they still think they are superior, and some of these allies out here think like that too and don’t realize it. i’ve had white friends that know i’m native and they would still call hangouts “powwows”, they would mock native dances and native singing, they would ask me disrespectful questions fueled by misinformation and carelessness as if it was everyday knowledge, asking me “oh my god, did your people really cut hearts out and sacrifice people?? that really is so barbaric, i can’t believe that!, your so calm and reserved for being a descendant of people like that!” you believe the colonized classroom knowledge you were taught, and it’s led to me getting in some verbal and physical fights before, i am no longer friends with people like that, i don’t want to hear how i’m reserved and calm when my ancestors were like that.. i’m sorry becky, i don’t like being talked about as if i was a literal animal. and sacrifices were always consensual and sacred for the person being sacrificed and everyone else in the pueblo, unless it was an enemy of the empire the person being sacrificed had a choice, it was a sacred important role and a very honored role. so white people.. LISTEN TO THIS. and also no one owes you any info about their indigeneity unless they offer it, and in that case be respectful and be willing to listen. you tried to eliminate us once, do not do it again, in any form. do not silence us. and when we call you out on something do not get defensive, listen, accept it, take it in and figure out why it bothered you being called out and then fix it to the best of your ability.