Itztliquiahuitl Detribalized Native Legal and hating every minute (18 to be specific.. adulthood is a bitch and i donât like it can yâall tell) đȘ¶
all of you preaching save the water, save the crops, save the earth etc yet where are you. adults that CAN protest, adults that CAN do things in this revolution but where are you?. once again leaving protecting earth to natives. it seems like unless outwards violence is involved no one actually wants to help, yet if we were violent none of you would step up either because then thatâs where the racism will come in. we can never win if no one wants to help us. you wonât survive if we donât help you. do some fucking work. we should be working as a collective, not individuals.
spent 2 hours learning more about my ancestors teachings and the science they used.. all i can say is wow did the white people fuck up the modern world beyond belief, not just for my people but for humanity, nature, animals, and all living beings as a whole. it brings me peace and comfort with my current climate anxiety but at the same time it upsets me knowing we could of stopped all of this if people listened, or the fact that if colonization of the americas never happened we wouldnât be going through this in general.
we still have time to fix this, we need to try, EVERYONE needs to try.
my people did not have linear views but rather circular views, we need to adapt to circular values and disengage linear views.
realize the food chain is not a thing, every living being is equal, whether itâs a plant, human, animal etc it doesnât matter, we are a circle not a line from top to bottom, nothing and no one is better then another. we all have roles on this planet, most of you have failed at finding these roles because you are so ingrained into this colonized destroyer mindset.
realize that yes the future wonât exist if we canât save our planet but realize we still have time.. lots of time? no, but thereâs still time and thatâs what matters. enough time? maybe, maybe not, but giving up is not an option, if not for yourself then for the community around you. my people believed what one person did affects everyone else around them as well so they were very logical in thinking for the betterment of the future and itâs proven true.
some of you that heard about the apple fbi partner thing really donât understand.. the federal government is the most corrupt secretive section in all of the american law system (second only to the police departments though thatâs a much lower level), i can tell you right now they wonât use it for the reason they say they will. what the law decides is illegal is what can get you killed, and they can change these laws at any time, thereâs always a loophole for them. tech is advancing extremely quick and itâs not being used for the right reasons. my own uncle who worked for the federal government traded his brand new smartphone for a flip phone and told me i should get a flip phone and avoid american controlled tech and stick to coding my own software. heâs worked below the president, heâs worked for the state, the cia and fbi, the doj, and for the dod. no matter how much encryptions i can use in the future for whatever reasons wonât matter with how far the federal government is in control of not only commercial but even personal tech and nobody cares. this will be used against minorities, and allies to minorities. not now because that will be too obvious, theyâll wait a while, maybe a few years or so, then itâll be used to harm people, not to protect children. this isnât a conspiracy theory, this is fact that lots of you arenât ready to hear. my uncle always drilled it into me as a child that the government does not want to help you, they arenât saviors, nor are they guardians. they keep you in check, that is their job, and they will do what they have to do they can maintain that control. welcome to america, where as a minority i have to fear even the simple thing of just having a phone because one day the government might decide ive done something illegal and with police response i can get killed for it.
i say this as someone who is a child porn victim, and a victim of grooming along with other terrible things. this will not be used to help people like me, but rather to hurt us, hurting us as not only victims, but as minorities as well, and if you are both.. you should be even more worried
soon earth will be dead. the crops will die. the food will become scarce. the water will be scarce. wells will run dry. soil will lose all nutrients needed to sustain needed food crops. plants/herbs/ will shrivel and die. trees will burn and fall. grass and bushes will burn to ashes. we have already been running out of resources. thereâs too many people, not enough space, not enough water, not enough food. and the companies that caused this just keep going for the greed of green paper. you canât have a future if you canât survive what weâve done to our planet. weâve warned everyone for decades and in return we get ignored until itâs too late.
how am i going to look my niece and nephew in the eye and tell them that they wonât have a future, that not even i will have a future because of the already rich families that caused this, all in the name of colonial greed. how. how is that okay. they are children. how am i going to look them in the eyes and tell them that i cannot guarantee future survival for any of us, how am i supposed to watch that innocent childish spark in their eyes fade as they realize we did what we could and it wasnât enough. how do i look them in the eye and tell them âiâm sorry, i tried and iâm not giving up but thereâs not much we could do now to stop this except try to protect ourselves from the damage thatâll comeâ.
ive had more anxiety in these past 24 hours then iâve had in the last 2 years.. earth is doomed and there is no fixing this. we are doomed. things need to change and things need to change now if we want to survive (keyword survive.. not live) otherwise itâs only going to get worse at a much faster rate. iâm moving from anxiety to acceptance, i hope all of you are ready to accept that if you arenât actively apart of a change then you should start saying goodbye to whatever future you thought you could have, tell your children the stories of what earth was like in your time while you can because while it says the worst will come in 10+ years it could speed up so rapidly the worst could come in a month and no one would do anything to stop it. this is our reality.
this is irreversible. and us natives have been trying to tell all of you for DECADES and no one wanted to listen.. we warned you again and again. we have been earths protectors for centuries, we still are, it doesnât help when we are ignored until it benefits everyone else. now that this report is out iâm sure tons of people will come to us for help.. we donât owe you anything and you canât expect us to save earth now after whatâs been done, we have saved earth many times before but we wonât continue to do this just to see everyone else continue destroying it, this is what happens when you let white supremacy, greed and capitalism flourish over the health of the planet and its inhabitants. my only hope is that we can minimize damage to people and animals, the damage to plants/herbs/trees and nature as a whole is good as gone, only way i see us surviving as a human race is finding another planet and quickly.
another effect of colonialism.. i cannot go topless because my chest is female presenting.. i can go topless on native land and in the woods and deserts because that is the only places where for just a few moments i am safe from the chain of after effects of mass genocide. it regularly hits 110 degrees fahrenheit and hotter in the summer months where i live, men regularly go shirtless, ive even seen men completely exposed both chest and genitals and nothing happens to them, yet women are looked down on if they simply wear a sports bra and no shirt, not to mention getting arrested if they wear no bra.. ive seen homeless women be beaten and arrested by police for being shirtless in 115 degree weather with direct sunlight, itâs inhumane, there are female presenting individuals that do not have access to air conditioning and a colder climate yet you expect them to wear a hot piece of clothing which can increase the risk of heat stroke (which can quickly lead to coma and death) simply to control the female presenting and female body. thatâs what this is. itâs white supremacy, its misogynistic, itâs sexist, itâs transphobic, itâs a civil rights issue. itâs not about whether women and female presenting people want to go topless, itâs about the fact that we should have the rights to whether we choose to or not.
if i have to hear one more non indigenous person (especially WHITE) talk about spirit animals/spirit companions.. YOU DO NOT HAVE A SPIRIT ANIMAL IF YOU ARENT INDIGENOUS, IF YOUR FROM A CULTURE THAT HAS ANCESTRAL ANIMALS THEN MAYBE YOU CAN HAVE AN ANCESTOR ANIMAL FROM YOUR OWN CULTURE BUT YOU DO NOT HAVE A SPIRIT ANIMAL/SPIRIT COMPANION AND THEY ARE NOT THE SAME THING.
and the next mf that asks me what their spirit animal would be.. imma just say vulture cause they stay stealing culture that isnât theirs to take đ§đœââïž
being indigenous, 2spirit, and a lesbian is so fucking hard.. itâs like i just need to let it out and talk about it with someone but no one is ever listening
i donât know if anyone knows this but when you are detribalized if you are truly willing to learn and be acceptive and respectful of other tribes cultures they will accept you and honorarily âadoptâ you into the tribe even though you wouldnât be considered a member, itâs not done legally, itâs just done, typically by elders or people that have an okay from the elders to do so, and they will teach you their beliefs and sayings and history, i have been taught teachings by the Cherokee tribe, the navajo tribe, the apache tribe, the Iroquois tribes, the shoshone, the crow, the cree, the Sioux, the hopi, the inuit, and ive been completely claimed by (from what iâve gathered is most likely my own tribe/pueblo) the mexica as a full member. being detribalized is hard because you never know what is actually YOUR culture outside of whatever tribe accepts you as a full member because thereâs no way to find out if that really is your tribe or not but having so many teachings and being accepted in so many tribes helps and i am thankful for every single one of them
long as hell but this needs to be talked about in the community because why are all the identities under the trans umbrella accepted but 2spirit (an identity from indigenous cultures) is rarely acceptable, along with other queer people trying to police our identities and what we label ourselves. itâs subtly (sometimes not even subtle) terfy and racist
i am 2spirit, a very sacred identity from what iâve been able to learn from my mostly erased and forgotten culture, i am also a lesbian. ive had people say âBUT! BUT YOU ARENT JUST A WOMAN YOU CANT BE A LESBIAN!â first of all i am afab and have no problem saying it because thatâs the spirit i feel most so you are wrong and second of all thatâs a chronically online take, 2spirit can mean both female and male or completely outside of the binary, it doesnât just mean your appearance or how you feel as a person like non-binary/trans/genderfluidity does, itâs important in ceremonies and rituals, itâs important to indigenous cultures, and it changes based on the individual and their culture, the lesbian flag includes trans and all identities under the trans umbrella along with gender nonconformity so why are we erasing and invalidating a SACRED IDENTITY that exists outside of the lgbt community as well as within the community if the individual is lgbt, it just seems like racism at this point. ask anyone offline in a queer space (specially older queer people) and they will tell you that it doesnât matter and is valid. yet ive said iâm genderfluid and non-binary before and guess what? no one cared, it was valid and accepted.. i love my communities (both my native communities as well as the lgbt+ community) but sometimes things like this make it so hard to be more involved with the community, and ironically itâs always white people that are saying it, imagine your oppressors are still trying to segregate you from both of your identities because it doesnât match what they see as acceptable.. either having to choose to embrace your fluidity as 2spirit or keeping your lesbian identity.. thatâs that colonized mindset, but i will never make myself choose because they can both exist. i have seen genderfluid lesbians that change pronouns and appearance everyday. having their partners go from saying gf to saying bf and from wife to husband, wearing binders and packers whenever they feel like it (which hell yeah! good for yâall) still with a lesbian label and thatâs perfectly fine and accepted but me having the spirit of both female and male isnât accepted? it doesnât make sense. there were natives fighting at the stonewall riots, 2spirits included before the term was even coined, and yet we still have to be fight to be accepted and taken seriously, not just with general racism but with our CEREMONIAL ROLES (2spirits can be very important in ceremonies), weâre included under the community, then weâre not, then we are, then weâre not, then when weâre not and we are still gay/lgbt like gay male or lesbian and 2spirit we are told we canât be those and have to choose between our identities or people try to make us change our identities. and i am not the only one who has been through this, i talked to a friend of mine a few weeks ago who is gay and native, when some other queer people found out he was 2spirit they said he should say heâs bisexual/pan sexual then since heâs both male and female spirited.. no, thatâs not how that works, and who are you to try to change who we are, we know what label and what terms work best for us, we donât need someone to change that, and we donât need criticism from people that will never be able to understand it from our perspective. just.. imagine âYOU CANT IDENTIFY LIKE THAT! YOUR CULTURE IS IN THE WAY OF OUR NONEXISTENT WESTERNIZED COLONIZED RULES OF THIS IDENTITY OF WHICH YOU HAVE SUFFERED FIGHTING FOR, FOR YOUR ENTIRE LIFE!â, there were never as much ârulesâ in the community as there are now, it was very basic, you had the label and you had what the label meant and that was it, you didnât need to add on rules of who can be that and who canât, you didnât police someoneâs identity because you didnât like it, you just didnât do that, we have more things to worry about in the world then native people correctly identifying with what they are while everyone else gets mad
also can we talk about how terfy this is, because it seems like a more racist extreme version of gatekeeping trans people from identities which also needs to be talked about because itâs not okay
for some indigenous knowledge hereâs a nahua saying from way back pre colonization
IhĂio, ItlĂĄtol
it means His breath, His word (nahuatl is a mostly genderless language, more like his/hers/theirs in a modern sense, only âhisâ because back then female empire rulers were rare if any at all)
it was used by the nobles, the royals, and the most elite of soldiers, as a way of reminding them to think before they speak and remember that what they say matters, what you say can make or break someone or something, it can cause warfare as it can cause love, everything you say is important, and what people say says a lot about them or the people they are pretending to be.
line 3 is destroying peopleâs land, native peoples land, workers of the company that is in charge of line 3 have been caught KIDNAPPING AND SEX TRAFFICKING CHILDREN which they then covered up, the police have been beating native protesters, pulling natives over and forcing them to turn their cameras off, a protestor has been shot in the eye with a non lethal round (which still could of been fatal - courtesy of my medical knowledge as a firefighter a nurse and former medschool student), this waterline is destroying and displacing hundreds if not thousands, itâs destroying the local eco systems, itâs stealing water from natives, we need help.
if you are in america text PUCZGE to 50409 or DM it to @resistbot on twitter, they ask for name, location, and email but they do not request any verification further then email code (do with this info what you may) and accept any info given/provided, if you are abroad they have an option to pick international
R have a gun kink (a gun pressing on her throat) while Natasha is pounding inside her and the next day r can't walkđ„ș
-đ
Warnings: strap on sex, degrading, heavy gun play, dark sex, smut (18+)
a/n: this is a bit on the darker side so read at your own risk. also iâve never written anything like this before so be nice. as soon as you get uncomfy stop reading!!! this is just me dipping my toes into water. iâll see if i like it or not.
Lover Hours Masterlist
âCome on baby,â Natasha urges.
The cold gun is pressed against your cheek and your heart raced. The blood in your veins feel hotter, the ache between your legs only grew when the woman on top of you added her favorite gun into your sex life.
Truly, you didnât think it would be something so arousing.
Natasha was just as shocked in how much she liked this new adventure. She didnât remember how it was brought up, but sheâs glad it was.
Yet, there was more to it. There was something about the way Natasha worked so well with the gun.
âOpen up.â
The way she made sure it was unloaded and put on safety. The way she held it in her hand. The way she spoke to you when she pressed it against your throat. Or when she carefully shoved it in your mouth to shut you up.
âWider.â
Your mouth stretches over the gun. The black gun is thick and makes your jaw strain. Your tongue met the metal as you sighed.
She loved the way your brain got cloudy and your moans were slurred. Your tear shot eyes were heaven to look at. The way your makeup ran down your cheeks made you even more beautiful.
The way you twitched around her fingers when you tried to calm down from your high. Always so responsive to her bruising touch. She loved it.
Your reaction to her touch is her drug.
âCome on, slut. Take it deeper.â
Youâre not sure if she was referring to her fingers inside you or the gun pushed inside your mouth. Despite not knowing you spread your legs wider and welcome the gun intrusion.
Natashaâs fingers worked fast beneath your underwear as your got closer to your (fifth?) orgasm. Knuckle deep inside you, as she twisted and curled her fingers accordingly.
Natasha smirks at the way you give yourself up. Completely submit to her. Spreading your legs at the sight of her. Never forgetting to say thank you.
What a good slut you are.
You wanted to whine when she took the gun out of your mouth, but you know, whining will get you no where.
The spit stained gun was pressed harshly against your throat. Natashaâs fingers slipped out of you and continued to rub harsh circles just above your clit.
You were not sure if you should have thanked her or begged her. Her actions allowed your swollen button to rest, yet you wanted the pain that came along with the pleasure. The overstimulation that was borderline painful was something you wanted.
âYouâre thinking too much, baby,â she spits out. The endearing name meant nothing to her and did little to comfort you.
âAm I not fuckin you right? Certainly, am not since youâre too busy in your fuckin head.â
Your pussy throbs at her mean words. There was something about it all that made you want. It hurts. But you like it.
âM sor-â you tried to apologize.
âDonât fuckin talk.â She hissed loudly as she pressed the gun harder. The pressure was so harshly your airway was restricted.
âSorry.â You mistakenly choke out with a rasp. Only then had you realized your stupid mistake.
Shit.
âWhat did I just say?â Natasha growls. She huffs under her breath âDumb baby is shit for listeningâ and then more, âSuch a good pussy itâs a fuckin shame it canât follow simple instructionsâ.
You feel her slide your soaked underwear past your ankles. There are rare times where Natasha took them off. You see, her favorite was to push them aside and get on with it.
So, you didnât think much of it.
That is until the gun pressed against your throat is now tapping your chin. âOpen.â
Before you could follow your orders Natasha forces your mouth open and shove your underwear inside your mouth.
Your tastebuds are rewarded with the taste of yourself. Distracted by your taste and hazy eyes, you are completely unaware of Natashaâs next steps. You only hear them.
Duct tape.
The heart caged between your ribs panics when you see Natasha rip a long strand of heavy duty tape with her teeth. Her experienced hands tape your gagged mouth shut.
âThere. Thatâll shut you up.â She says, almost proud.
Youâre dripping between your thighs. The underwear that was now gone, had kept you from making a mess on sheets. Muscles clenched repeatedly around nothing.
âDirty girl.â
âYou want me to fuck you?â
âMmmm,â You tried your best to beg âYes please. I need you to fuck me. Pleaseâ, but nothing you cried were real words.
ââM gonna fuck you til it fuckin hurts.â
a/n: this was so fuckin fun to write⊠surprisingly. itâs very new. let me know what you think. please reblog!!!
can we talk about poc rep in tv shows, movies, and posts? because i remember watching a dumbass show for a solid 2+ years purely for one character.. a hispanic lesbian (whoâs actress wasnât even hispanic, only the character) because i was so desperate for ANY level of representation, this was about 5-6 years ago, and when you look back at posts during the gay migrationâąïž itâs almost always white lesbians, i see maybe 3-4 black lesbians, no hispanic lesbians, no asian lesbians, no indigenous lesbians, no pacific islander lesbians, no MENA lesbians, thereâs just.. nothing, itâs white lesbians, and yes i am happy we get rep in general but this all ties in to the racism in the gay community which i could go on and on about but iâll stop here. anyways pay attention to diversity because it matters, it can mean so much to see someone thatâs like them on screen. i was already a double minority i did not want to be the triple minority (woman, indigenous, gay), and thatâs something white people will just never understand, you can say âi understandâ but you really donât because you have never been in my shoes and you never will be, thatâs the thing. itâs nice to see lesbians on screen but you see them do things and act a certain way which you know you would never be able to do or act because of the fact you arenât white. imagine looking for representation and the best thing you have is your oppressors (which are also oppressed by being lgbt, just never to the same extent), imagine that. if you are white you can only imagine that because you havenât experienced it. please pay attention to diversity in all forms of media
had somebody ask me what my âindianâ name is.. first of all donât call me a misused term unless iâve already reclaimed it and use it, second of all why do they assume all natives have native names, and one of my many names is itztliquiahuitl which is native, and itâs in nahuatl, it means obsidian rain (more like blade/weapon raining down), and no one is required to tell you their name or what it means, specially native people, some things arenât meant to be shared, most of our names have meanings behind them, which is the same reason lots of us have different names and other variations of the same name even, i have been called many things, some are close to my current name, some are completely different, it doesnât need to be explained.
oh and she also then asked me to give her a native name.. No. you are not indigenous, most indigenous people earn their names, you arenât just going to be given a name because you want one, you are a white woman that first decided to call me an Indian (outdated racist term unless used by indigenous people themselves first), you are an oppressor not a refugee, if we were married or you were a refugee and accepted into a tribe then yes youâd be given a name (after having EARNED it still)
