#we survive

[just-oneof-thoseghosts]

Happy mutual monday! Hi how are you? Is there anything interesting going on with you?

Happy Mutual Monday!!!! I'm doing good! How are u? Not much going on iwl, will just be studying for the foreseeable future I fear 🫠

[fierytrash]

I don't understand how people live their whole lifes not being ashamed of being alive. I knew at 16 it was too late and now I'm 23 and it's still late because 16 year old me thought it was late although it isn't late. How do you face the world and say I'm sorry you wanted more. The only thing I could do was survive

[kalied0skull]

we is plane-ing it UP babey !!!

putting my little live notes under the cut

can't begin to tell you how silly i feel being decked out in dinosaur stuff

dinosaur sweater, dinosaur blanket, dinosaur mindset /silly

FIVE HOURSSSSS AAAUGHHHH I HAVE TO SIT HERE FIVE FUCKING HOURS what the FREAK man (as if I don't do this on a daily at home instead of in an airport)

might i just say it is so delightful to people watch, like this is probably the most diverse selection of people I've seen in a HOT minute. living in a tiny town absolutely has it's cons, there's no culture anywhere

i probably should've brought myself a book to read tbh 💀 I didn't think I'd just be sitting here for another 5 hours though either so ,,, scratches head

anxiety sickness is not for the weak :( my stomach hurts so bad dude agrrhrghh

I can't wait for when i get off the plane to just go straight to sleep, it's what i need right now fr ... a good mimimi

that did NOT make my stomach feel better, all it did was make me sleepy >:( /nocontext

there's a flight before mine and I'm just awkwardly sat in the middle of these waiting seats like "hahaha that's not my flight"

i forgot to like, tell people i was leaving the state lowkey

it's fine .. . . it's finee.. .

hell yeah, snagged me a seat in the lounge, we lounging it up and i am LOUNGING !! ! /silly

owww ow ow owwwww... owwwwww ☹️

y'know i was originally planning to finish up some wips or something while i was on the plane, i think realistically all I'll be doing is contemplating life and stress-listening to music whilst i try and get another hour of sleep in

i really hope they don't mind the folded up mess of a condition my boarding pass is in because HOT DAMN is she crinkly 💀 not on purpose, and it's not a LOT but... gah

y'know I'm like 90% positive i went into the handicap stall the first 2 times i made it into the bathroom and I don't,, it wasn't labeled but i could just kinda tell and i felt so awkward realizing it 💀 like how silly (stupid) can you be (@ myself)

UNIVERSE GIVE ME STRENGTH, POR FAVOR, JUST ONE MOMENT OF PEACE AND LESSENED PAINS OH MY STARS

seeing alternative people in da port and having my head in my hands over the fact i probably don't look cool enough for them to glance my way /silly

almost there! almost there! almost there! i cheer tiredly :D

i am a big boy in the big boy world and i can do big boy stuff (mantra to self)

oh yeah my bag DID get checked, and i think we just??? did the entire process wrong??? lmfao? i dunno what happened there honestly

mfw the flight gets delayed AGAIN for maintenance 😧

bro

BRO

I'm actually gonna crash

manifesting the ride asap

LIFT OFF BRRRRRR CHK BRRRWWW NYERRRRRMMM insert plane noises (and i got a window seat! yippie!)

this is me still manifesting btw (15 minutes since departing time .. . grrrrr )

this is really really REALLY sucky

[pizzagrenades]

My mom: you don’t think it’s unfair you have to play against someone taller than you?

Me:

[psychologeek]

As our Home is still shattered, but at least we can go look at it.

איכה ישבה בדד....

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Today is Tisha B'av (lit. Av 9th. Av is the current Jewish month.) Tish-aa Be-av. It's a sad day for jews around the globe. Like most Jewi

[littlemaust]

It's been the kind of week where I get home - and sit in my car for another 15 minutes.

[bakatenshii]

no lie there is absolutely nothing less flattering than the twitch camera, even the facetime cameras better sIGH

WE LIVE IN 2 HOURS LADS

(if everything goes smoothly dont hit me if we’re 5mins late we’re both at our family dinners lmao but we will keep yall updated)