#weeping openly

[rukafais]

SHES PERFECT I LOVE HERRRRR

[vveissesfleisch]

MY LONGEST AUUUUUGGGGHHHHHHH EVER

[milk-and-cold-custard]

Ao3 is down again, how am I meant to live in these conditions

[youroldfriendmurkyaura]

If you need me I’ll be openly weeping at Esti practicing saying she wanted to go to the movie just imagining how she felt when she realized they all left without her and I guess she didn’t know how to get to the theater or was scared to try to make her way there and buy a ticket alone anyways I love to cry over her it’s called self care

[cognitosclowns]

LOVE your hc posts so far but do u have any a n g s t hcs for andre or brett?? IDK WHY I ALWAYS WANT MY FAVOURITE CHARACTERS TO SUFFER LAMOSJSH

ANON IM THE EXACT SAME SDJKSJ

you're getting BOTH bc these men <3 both need a lotta therapy goddamn

tw : drug abuse, addiction, drugs n related themes. tw death/dying and related concepts + self-sacrifice. also spoilers for the finale!! 

The options for Angst w/ these two is,, limitless.

Brett

Brett’s undying loyalty to the team is already immaculate for angst. The fact that he would probably sacrifice himself without a second thought for the team destroys me. 

Like he wouldn’t even need to be asked, right?

Would he say goodbye on the spot or is he gone before they even realize? So that there isn’t even a chance that someone else could be hurt?

In the same vein

Has he already planned out something in case smth does happen to him? An accident on a mission?

Does he have something written out for each member of the team? All typed up and easily accessible to make the transition easier

Leaving things for the team to remember him by. Advice and apologies and forgiveness for literally anything they might be able to think of. 

He thought of it too, and it’s written down for them.

He wants to make this as easy as he can for them. The considerate bastard.

whatever he has is written up to go to them in his will

I think these are so particularly painful because for him it wouldn’t even be a question for him. 

It’s obvious. Because these are his friends, and he is the human shield, and he is the one who would not be able to live with himself if something happened.

Brett self-sacrifice. Fuck me.

Andre

Ok so what about the moment that Andre realizes that he's unable to cope without drugs

Like not a back-of-the-mind awareness. I mean the moment where it really hits him that,, yeah. Fuck.

That all the friends he has right now almost exclusively know him when he's heavily intoxicated. 

They don’t actually know anything about him when he’s sober. Would they like him when he’s sober? HE doesn’t even like him when he’s sober.

The constant stress on his mind that he has to keep up this Energetic Persona bc otherwise they’re all gonna figure out hes,, just fucking terrified? </3

and post episode 6 this idea gets even worse be

The one time they saw him completely sober, he was panicked to the point of being incapacitated.

That during a crisis where his friend was in kidnapped he was only able to help when he was high.

Him believing that he’s only of use to his team when he is not himself. When he is a completely unrecognizable person.

i am sobbing weeping rolling on the floor

I HOPE THESE WERE OK IM NOT GOOD AT ANGST KSDJLKSA thank you for the ask!!! lskdl I hope we get plenty of angst next season <3 

[be-gay-do-heists]

today i saw a big meg dog AND also a baby child who had on a backpack just about as big as themself so honestly a great day for thinking about the ocs

[spectrum-bunny]

anon that said your vibes are rancid is so wrong!! >:( you seem like such a pleasant, kind person! cheery, bright vibes 💖

aw gee, thank you!!! ;__; I kinda thought they were goofin, but honestly it wasn't very nice to like... not make that clear if that was the case lol. either way that's so kind of you to say, your vibes are like rays of sunshine....you are such a treasure 💖💖💖

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