24/11/2020
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I was born confused
My mind all wrong
Clueless and slow
And cursed to grow old
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I’ve had a lot of people tell me
Their voices kind and soft
Who I should hate
And who I should love
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But despite everyone’s wishes
Including my own
My head never got sorted out
And I always got it wrong
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I felt hate towards love
And I loved some of that hate
I thought to myself
I’m the worst God has ever made
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But I did grow up
Climbed back out of my brain
To set my eyes upon a world
That was completely insane
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I realized slowly and in terror
That no one was in control
These people are unhinged
Their ignorance destroys
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We bury our boomers
While millennials bumble on
Quickly followed my zoomers
You fools will ruin it all
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I think that’s what he meant
When they nailed him to that cross
They don’t know what they’re doing
O how right he was
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But it’s alright
His followers said
Be a good and patient man
And heaven awaits
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But I don’t think our men are good
I think the spineless trump the brave
They choose a path of silence
because it’s a lazy man’s escape
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We tell ourselves these lies
Immortal lobsters and Mars
Our destiny speaks for itself
Just have to sit here and wait
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And yet we know deep in our hearts
When we look up to the stars
That outside it’s cold and dark
And we’re terribly alone
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We’ll never reach anything
Because there’s nothing to reach
We’re all stuck with ourselves
God chained us all to the same rock
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But I no longer feel
Like watching this play out
I’d rather change the game
Break some rules, get loud
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And the people they cringe
Because I’m entering the stage
They’d rather see someone else
Or just continue on their way
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But my mind is made up
I’m your problem now
Feel free to panic
Watch me ruin it all
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Watch this godless rage
This raw hatred uncaged
I’ve come to make children smile
And make adults cry
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I will cry with you
For all my life I’ve wept
I understand your fears
I’m just sick of it
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But I shouldn’t be alone
You can bring ruin too
Shout your worst ideas
just because they feel true
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let’s scream together
let’s make some ears bleed
Take my hand and their comfort
You could be the disaster they need
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