#well sorry

[some-internet-stranger]

Revalink hug🫵

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[dogzcats]

x

[rapidmorph3]

Hope everyone had a happy holidays

[piebingo]

Yeah we might have a Wille or a Simon birthday in s2… but what if it’s an Erik birthday.

What if wilmon isn’t back together yet and as the days pass and Erik’s birthday approaches, Wille starts to close in on himself. Even Felice seems to be kept at arm length. Simon sees this from afar, not able to do anything for him. What could he do? Provide some comfort that he knows he won’t be able to give after Erik’s birthday has passed? And the day comes when Wille has to go home. Simon still doesn’t do anything other than watch him from the other side of the classroom.

Simon watches the celebration —if it can be called a celebration— on the tv. It feels so wrong to watch it, to take this from Wille when he hasn’t offered for Simon and the whole world to see this day. To see him, as he thinks about his late brother. Simon lays awake that night, unable to sleep. Is Wille asleep? Is he alone? Should Simon text him? He doesn’t.

Wille comes back to Hillerska then, after Erik’s birthday has comes and goes. The choir sings a song for their Crown Prince in the honor of their former one. Simon’s the soloist as always. It’s reminiscent of the last time they sang for Erik. Except Simon hasn’t tried to be there for Wille this time. And Wille looks so small, so alone even if he’s sitting in the middle of the student body. He does a speech again but doesn’t go off script this time, doesn’t make any joke.

Simon finds him a while later. Wille’s standing straight, too straight. Simon knows this stance. Wille is trying to keep it together. He doesn’t turn around when Simon approaches, keeps his eyes fixed on the wall. "Hey," Simon tries. No response. "Wille?"

"I had already bought his birthday gift," Wille says after a while. He turns his head to look at Simon, eyes shining with unshed tears. "I had planned it all last summer. Before I got sent here." A single tear finally falls. "He bugged me so much when I told him I already had it —like I knew he would that’s why I’d said something about it in the first place— and I never told him what it was. It was a surprise and I—"

Simon watches, powerless, as Wille tries not to breakdown; tries to keep his tears in his eyes; tries to stay the Crown Prince.

"I never got to give it to him," Wille half whispers, half sobs. He’s still not letting himself feel everything, is he?

Simon reaches out and stops himself before he can come in contact with Wille. Does he have the right to provide any sort of comfort? Does Wille want him to?

Wille really looks at him then, a shattered expression on his face. "Can I give you a hug?" Simon asks, pleads, his decision made.

At the first sign of consent, Simon gathers his boy in his arms, pressing onto him, trying to keep him together. And Wille. Wille finally lets himself breakdown for the first time since Erik’s birthday (or since that hug before Christmas?), in the arms of the only person who has properly tried to be there for him. In the arms of the only person who seems to have bothered to learn how to bring him comfort.

[aka-lambda]

I had just a little time to draw fancy outfit Skeptic! I think it is a bit ooc but sorry I love to draw him!

[markets]

dreamcon 

[indestinatus]

I just realized Tony and Ziva weren’t hungover after their bachelor/bachelorette parties and that is so unrealistic in so many levels oops

but why I don’t we just skip that part? 

because the mood in chapter 6 is so different and doesn’t work with hangovers.

Anyway, cheers

[scarecrowmax]

I fucking hate justice Scalia like every damn time I read anything he's written, or in this case gave a speech on, I want to haul his rotting corpse up and punch him in the fucking face for being such a piece of shit. Like I can go pretty far and be annoyed but not angry at what he's saying but he always goes over the line of what bullshit I'm willing to put up with. Like this piece he talks about how we suddenly have abortion and gay sex protections under the Constitution despite a history of them being illegal and how "the Court has essentially liberated itself from the text of the Construction, from the text and even the traditions of the American people" and I want to hurt him. I just fucking hate him and his piece of shit opinions that are always so contrary for stupid reasons and against anyone having rights if they're not a white male of age because God forbid women, gay people, or kids have rights