#wellnotanymore

[ivy-project]

When you hang out with a bestie @musicboxbunny and several things happen: 1) get a crap ton of hand me downs 😜 2) look like you have purple face paint on but it’s just the string lights on her wall 3) take a selfie with a cray eye looking like the emo girl you always wanted to be in high school 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 #projectmeaworkinprogress #emo #notreally #wellnotanymore #selfie #thatpurpledoe #instagram #tumblr #style

[gregre369]

The end of an era, the end of a decade, the end of a friendship. Sad but happens. Life gives you amazing people at times that are put there to teach you to grow and change. But just because two people grow up together doesn’t mean they are meant to grow old together. I love this tattoo. The friendship it represents was a beautiful one. One that I will forever be grateful for. Because it was a friendship that took me through my adolescence and young adult life. And while it’s sad to see it end, I wish all the love and happiness to the next chapters and new friendships to come.

[mylifestoryishisstory]

And Another Finished Piece among the Many Unfinished Ones

This one was written when I was deciding whether to resign from my first job - the job I had for almost 5 years and pretty much the only thing I know in terms of doing a job during that time.

Well. . I did resign.

Lessons from the Devil Wears Prada

No one would ever be enough to change anyone. No matter how good you are, or no matter how they need you to make their lives easier. People with soaring egos and tenacious superciliousness are the hardest ones to bend. You'll just exhaust every strength you have that one day, you would have to say to yourself that you should have left them earlier than you've realized or you shouldn't have started having a relationship with them at all. Because all you have to do in the end is quit - and leave them the hell on their own.

 But these people, no matter how much pain they cause your ass, are the ones whom you can learn a lot of life lessons from. They're the ones who'll truly test your limits. Because they're the ones who teach lessons in a way that you’ll learn not just by osmosis but also by reflection - in a way that gets you to dig deeper in yourself to understand the things around you and how you feel about them and determine whether its right or wrong, and whether you’ll adapt it in your system or not. And with these, they're the ones who you'll thank the most for everything you know in your life. They're the ones who, with no much effort, will painfully reveal the real you and what you really want to become and what you want to have in your own imperfect-but-you-decided-to-be-a-happier-than-theirs kind of world. Because now you realized that these people's worlds are no different than yours - sick, sad, chaotic and with bigger problems they themselves don't know how to solve that they chose not to mind them instead - numbing themselves to pain and enriching their egos and superciliousness as remedy. You see how horrible their worlds are and how these worlds turn supposedly sane and good people into little monstrous replicas of them.

 People with excellent judgment and high moral standards become exactly the opposite making poor decisions and losing their characters. Those who seem good, engaged in unimaginable hideous acts like;

 1. hooking up and banging people they don't even know except for the name probably (or they don't even know that as well) just to give themselves a break from all the pressures caused by getting into the world they try super hard to fit in. I bet these people's next step is paying for casual sex because time will come that with their so called busyness, they won't have time to talk their way to get some stupid girls to bed, but they have the money to pay, thus the ghastly act is done.

 2. getting involve into a forbidden love affair. By this, I don't mean lying about or sneaking out late at night to see a boyfriend whom your parents don't approve of. But getting into a romantic relationship with a man twice or thrice your age and whom you know is married. And that is for the sole reason of getting ahead of everyone else and the perks that go with it - the highest executive position one can possibly have, money, and the things that money can buy.

 3. destroying other people's lives instead of helping them. Being in a position where you have people under your supervision who looks up to you for help and inspiration definitely feels good. But if you are someone who are in that position by accident, that is you are there because you like the feeling it brings to you - the authority, the prestige, the luxuries, you'll do everything you can to keep your position even if that means sacrificing other people's lives - other people's way of supporting themselves and their families - just to get your selfish motives done. Instead of working on other people's strength to make there lives better, you find faults in their personalities so that you would have grounds to kick them out of their jobs and to make yourself a hero in the eyes of those you set as little gods in your life whom you have to please every time for you to be retained in wherever you are right now.

 4. having a family in the verge of getting destroyed because the wife doesn’t have time for the family anymore. She arrives at home almost often than not, with the lights off, and her kids and spouse already sleeping. And then one day, he heard him said that she’s more like a “boarder” in their own home, nowadays. Another working mother couldn’t help the tears falling from her eyes when her kid told her this: “you know, Mom, someday, if I’ll run a company of my own, I won’t get my employees’ time for their families”.

 5. letting somebody else control your life. The kind of life where you say "yes" even though you know deep inside, not just in your heart, but even some parts of your brains tell you that you should say "no". But you have to manage impressions, some would say. But that's just to justify and to stop their egos from hurting knowing that they're letting other people manage them to become the worst person they can be instead of becoming a better one. Well, I guess this is just one of the many horrible things a person can do for money.

 Then having realized all these things (and a lot more not mentioned above) you decided, you can't change their world and you don't want their world either. Thus, you stopped trying before you totally sold yourself in and drown in the system. You leave them behind and start building your own world of doom because you realized for yourself that life is hard, that everybody messes up and yourself is not an exemption. And you'd probably get yourself into the same trap. But you've been through it. And you know how to play the game. Now, you've got a 50% chance of winning because you got the control and I 'd say the other 50% is on luck - and the doom part comes in if that luck happens to be bad! But then again, you'd had the chance to come out of the game with your moral integrity intact! Consider that the best consolation! Because I think that's what matters most anyway. Because in the end, it is not really what we HAVE that we can confidently and self-satisfactorily say we've lived our lives, but who we have BECOME! ;)

[saintlovers]

Me and PowerofEvil today. I felt like such a fangirl... didn't even have the guts to ask for a foto but had a friend do it 😂 he was very nice and soft. Wishing him all the luck for his future <3

[mylilbigfire]

Ready to meet my new grandbaby💙😍 Yesterday, 8th August 2017, at 11:05 pm, was born Esmeralda's baby!! He is a male, Spanish x Appaloosa, and he is so so beautiful! Maybe I'll have a video of the birth😍 #esmeralda #pregnanthorse #wellnotanymore #birth #foalbirth #love

[therobotfrom94]

My student card expired this week; guess I'm officially no longer a student now! Can't wait for graduation :D #Student #wellnotanymore #UniofHull

[trishaseale]

Peace ❤️

I am loving how peaceful life has been. Ever since I finally turned off every way for the people that were in my life (not because I WANTED them, but because they interjected themselves there) that loved to stir up drama to contact me life has been so damn good. I have so much constant positivity in my life. Literally everything is going our way! ❤️ To finally figure out how to shut off the last bit of negativity was such an incredible release. I'm 23 years old. Married to my soulmate. Have a son that will be here WAY before we know it. We have our Gauge and Rue...what's not to love about that? :-) We own a home that we absolutely adore and have 100% reliable rigs that we love. We have built a life that we are absolutely in love with and are so proud of. What is there to be negative about?? Absolutely nothing! To be able to drown out other people's jealousy and insecurity giving them the idea to become anonymous keyboard warriors is such a relief. 👌🏼 Now I can just live my life with all of the amazing people that I've been able to have re-enter my life and those who have been there from the start without anyone interjecting themselves where they don't belong! We have so many amazing things to come in the next few months. I can't wait to see how far we will be on our goals and dreams 👍🏼❤️ Life is definitely what you make of it. Why not make it 100% positive?

[she-was-always-a-dreamer]

Hey Immac girls, remember when I did twist downs and I used to punch every base and backstop on the way down? #wellnotanymore #gotit @jourdanpedone @monicaa_rosee @glenny_j @mville_cheer (at ignore my face)