why everything sucks
today i realized that life sucks, because it just does, like why do i have to go to school at 7 in the morning, and i don't wanna go to school when summer break ends
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why everything sucks
today i realized that life sucks, because it just does, like why do i have to go to school at 7 in the morning, and i don't wanna go to school when summer break ends
𝑂𝑘 𝑠𝑜 𝐼’𝑚 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙 𝑝𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠,
𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡(𝐹𝑜𝑟 𝑛𝑜 𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑏𝑡𝑤) 𝐼’𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑓 𝐼’𝑙𝑙 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑟 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑎𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑖𝑝𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑜. 𝐼’𝑙𝑙 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑎 𝑠𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑙𝑜𝑔 𝑛 𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑜𝑜𝑡𝑠, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐼 𝑑𝑜 𝐼’𝑙𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑖𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑒𝑟.
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NEVER let me put effort in my animations again OH MY GOD THIS IS SO SHIIIIIIIIT
Also no I'm not fixing the FPS issue and the extra 3 seconds bc I manually ported my frames from Ibis paint into Flipaclip for the audio
Why I Hate Flight Rising
I tried it out because a friend invited me. And Flightrising fucking sucks.
To start off, the only real way to make progress in the game relies on treasure. More space? Treasure. Buy gems? Treasure. Buying things in general? Treasure. You wanna know the only way to really make treasure? The Coliseum.
Carpal tunnel simulator. "Oh but you can use the keyboard-" Okay. But you'll still be hurting after a while from the repetitive presses. My hands were aching after just 30 minutes.
My friend tried to defend the game but even she was worn out from spending so many hours in Coliseum trying to farm the millions of gold needed for lair expansions. With how many people have alt accounts on the site, you'd think it'd be easy to get lair expansions. (And you can't tell me they're not mostly alts. Throughout the week I've never seen more than 9,000 people online at a time for several hours, but then like 100,000 pop up at the end of a Dominance rush? Please.)
My second main problem with the site is the FOMO and the collection aspect. Because there are certain familiars that are limited to the point where you'll probably never complete your beastiary and bonding progress. For a long time. Even if you go through Fiona for the ones you don't have, it's completely random.
Sure, you can go thorugh and buy the old items from players. but what do you need? Treasure. Duh. I really want to like this site but I told my friend I'm just not dealing with it. The entirety of gameplay resolves around the Coliseum, and if you play casually? You're making slow progress, if any. I don't want to sit on one page within the site hurting myself just to progress.
UUUUUGGGGGHHHHHHHAGAVISBSJDOSJW I NEED TO GET MORE FUCKING ACTIVE AND DRAW AGAIN
So here Pete in his pajamas or whatever so I don't lose my shit
I got played.
I trusted my intuition, trusted a man, and that was a mistake. I was so stupid and naive. I know its not my fault. He is the one who did something wrong by lying to me even after I voiced my concerns. But knowing I got manipulated doesn't ease the heartbreak. I opened up to him, he reassured me I could trust him. I kept him at arms length and still he managed to hurt me.
Why do I keep doing this to myself?
Reality is harsh. Fiction is reliable.
Also my cousin told us she got diagnosed with breast cancer the same day he ghosted me.
I've had a bad two days.
the combination of being on meds and being hypersexual/easily worked up is basically getting edged all the time
i know it's messy as hell, but this was supposed to be fem remus lupin ☹️☹️