#wendy problems

[sellestiall]

Totally forgot I have a 7-10 class tonight :( I just want to play pokemon

[wendickleee]

For once, can I just write a paper at 3 in the morning instead of giving up and leaving it until the morning of, 3 hours before class? I mean shit, I know that that is how I've done all my other essays so far this quarter, but I just want to finish this now so I don't have to worry about it later today. Ugh, I need to stop procrastinating. At least I'm not tired, I guess.. Yay... Here's to another super late night at the lib.

Also, why can't you say nice things about me in front of my face? One of the new girls decided to sit next to me at the lib and we got to talking and she said "I told my friend that I was going to join and he asked if I knew you and I said yeah and he was saying that you were super nice and sweet!". Well shit, thanks for that, bro, but it bothers me on how you can't just tell me this yourself. I don't get it. I've spent too much time rethinking and reevaluating all of our situations and the more I think about it, the more it makes no sense to me. Sometimes I wonder if I should bring it up or if we should just leave things the way they are, merely saying hi and making small talk about nothing. Shit. I'm over it -.-

[wendickleee]

It's fucking freezing in here. I feel like I'm wasting my time in this class, which is terrible. It'll help me in the future, and this is my home.. But still. Ugh.

[wendickleee]

I don't owe you anything. I know I don't. I know that what I decide to do in the near future won't change a damn thing about what happened in the past. But it might just put my mind to rest if I do things a bit differently this time around. It's silly, how something so small can have such a great impact. It won't change anything. I know it won't. But something inside me wants to believe that it'll magically change things. It won't. It really won't.

I thought I was over the situation/predicament that we are in. I guess I won't ever be truly over it. What a damn shame.

[wendickleee]

Tonight is just too much.

Blast from the past to the max.

Receiving an email from a certain org.

Plot Twists.

Seeing specific things in action.

I need to finish a paper damn it, I can't even with all of this.

[wendickleee]

To get ready and shop or to stay in bed as a burrito.. This is my Spring Break :p

[wendickleee]

200 more words until freedom. I got this, I got this.

Just got to bullshit Athens like no other. If this was another circumstance, I would try harder. But frankly, I dislike this class, and sadly, you had to be involved in my sad time in there. Until we meet again, Athens. Now to finish this gosh awful essay. I need to finish by 8 am, latest. I can do this.

[wendickleee]

Just talked to my dad on the phone and I just now realized how much I miss home. I've been missing out on so much.. My god sister's birthday is this Saturday, but of course I can't go. My close friends back home are already on Spring Break, so they'll already be in school by the time I go back, I'm tired of all this. Ugh.