This was supposed to be just a werefolk vent thing but it turned into a full blown rant instead :/
I’m so angry. I’m so hungry. I’m so mad. I’m so furious. I’m so upset. I’m so agitated. I’m so aggravated. I’m so heated. I’m so hot. I’m so aggressive. I’m so violent. I’m so territorial. I’m so protective. I’m so defensive. I’m so annoyed. I’m so possessive. I’m so greedy. I’m so selfish. I’m so needy. I’m so intense. I’m so extreme. I’m so alone. I’m so lonely. I’m so sad. I’m so depressed. I’m so conflicted. I’m so confused. I’m so complicated. I’m so uncomfortable. I’m so uncontrollable. I’m so controlled. I’m so drained. I’m so exhausted. I’m so sleepy. I’m so drowsy. I’m so groggy. I’m so sick. I’m so tired. I’m so done. I’m so…
I feel out of my mind. I feel out of the box. I feel out of place. I feel unwanted. I feel unheard. I feel unimportant. I feel unnecessary. I feel ignored. I feel shunned. I feel uncared for. I feel unloved. I feel unworthy. I feel little. I feel small. I feel helpless. I feel out of control. I feel unseen. I feel different. I feel alone. I feel lonely. I feel silent. I feel like a ghost. I feel like I don’t exist. I feel like no one cares. I feel like I’m just looked over. I feel like no one gives me a second glance. I feel like no one listens to me. I feel like no one wants to listen to me. I feel like no one wants to hear about what I have to say. I feel like I’m not interesting enough. I feel like no one wants to be my friend. I feel like no one likes me. I feel like no one wants to talk to me. I feel…
I wanna run. I wanna jump. I wanna gallop. I wanna trot. I wanna canter. I wanna dance. I wanna communicate. I wanna hear. I wanna see. I wanna scream. I wanna growl. I wanna snarl. I wanna scowl. I wanna glare. I wanna howl. I wanna bark. I wanna roar. I wanna scratch. I wanna claw. I wanna paw. I wanna sniff. I wanna submit. I wanna dominate. I wanna vent. I wanna rant. I wanna be loud. I wanna screech. I wanna huff. I wanna puff. I wanna stalk. I wanna hunt. I wanna catch. I wanna bite. I wanna eat. I wanna devour. I wanna ravage. I wanna be strong. I wanna judge. I wanna be valid. I wanna be seen as valid. I wanna be what I truly am inside. I wanna be me. I wanna be in control. I wanna be free. I wanna escape. I wanna…
I don’t wanna walk. I don’t wanna sit. I don’t wanna learn. I don’t wanna work. I don’t wanna talk. I don’t wanna stand. I don’t wanna “be cordial”. I don’t wanna “have no conflict”. I don’t wanna be someone I’m not. I don’t wanna be somebody I’m not. I don’t wanna be something I’m not. I don’t wanna be a human. I don’t wanna be told what to do. I don’t wanna be apart of any system. I don’t wanna be judged. I don’t wanna be quiet. I don’t wanna be weak. I don’t wanna do this. I don’t wanna do that. I don’t wanna listen. I don’t wanna look. I don’t wanna be confined. I don’t wanna be constrained. I don’t wanna be tied down. I don’t wanna be chained up. I don’t wanna be trapped. I don’t wanna be stuck. I don’t wanna carry any burdens. I don’t wanna have any responsibilities. I don’t wanna…
I don’t want conflict, but I will damn have it if something is “out of my control” or not fair. I will make it fair. I will control it. I will do as I please. I will stand my ground. I will make my way. I will make my stand. I will have what I want. I will get what I deserve. And what I deserve is happiness. It is love. It is the world. It is peace. It is to be what I truly am. My true self. It is what I want.
Never mind about not me wanting multiple vent posts on this blog. Idc anymore apparently :P But, I still may add more to this if I so see fit.
Peace out :D