i have wet anger- the kind which eldest daughters of the family have. i want to scream my heart out till the agony in my head stops being a loud buzz. however the only thing my anger does well is shred tears- humiliating tears and a cracking voice that makes me feel vulnerable, makes me feel weak and the voices in my head go louder asking me to SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SCREAM SCREAM SO LOUD YOU GO DEAF


















