#what everr

[normystical]

i'm sorry there is ZERO WAY IN HELL that ALL of the characters you know of would want monogamy. out of possibly dozens to even potentially thousands of characters you've grown to understand, not ONE of them wants to stay single forever? not ONE of them wants to be in an open relationship? not ONE of them is a swinger? not ONE of them prefers casual relationships over commited ones? even though you give every single one a queer identity otherwise??? that makes zero sense. and yes, you are flawed for this. i'm not going to say you're a bad person; you can change. but this is a HORRIBLE flaw, and you are causing SO many vulnerable queers to feel unsafe and alone around you. this isn't just about headcanons, this is about your worldview.

[nurtleteckk]

tumblr's blocking system is kinda fucked cuz i consistently still see a blog who has me blocked showing up in the "recommended blogs" like urrmmm ..... does tumblr know

[memesandmusicalss]

and what if the person who has told me multiple times that they enjoy my company and like me actually hated me and wished we never met. what then

[penins]

Deltarune spoiled life over goodbye froever

[monkeyislandtwo]

depersonalization is one hell of a thing bc i was literally like "oh my monkey sona is supposed to be a near 1:1 of me!!!" and a few months pass and now she just feels separate again

[kittyote]

a little bit self-indulgent, if im being honest w/o text, filter & bg under the cut vv

[nurtleteckk]

never trust how you feel about yourself past 9pm (visibly holding back from exploding)

[normysticals-tears]

i think something's wrong with me.. i feel like i could have my closest loved ones die and i'd just be like aw man. rather inconvenient innit. like someone got admitted to smth less than ideal for like a week or so, not specifying further for some vague attempt at privacy, i barely miss him. but like he's my favorite person in the world. the light of my life. tho oddly enough i find my mental health hinging on someone else less important somehow, so maybe it's that? or maybe it's that i'm constantly dissociated at all times, maybe possibly in theory? or am i just some sort of sociopath?? i mean, nothing wrong with being a sociopath, and i doubt i am one, but like. MAN. ugh,, oh also just in general feel like my brain is like rotting? a job wouldn't fix me, i need something to sorta "stretch" my brain frequently i guess. though knowing me, i'd never be as consistent with anything i chose as school always had me be with everything... uuuugh. i'm just doomed to feel way less intelligent than my actual potential i guess. something is so wrong with me