I feel like I'm out of my mind, it feels like my life ain't mine,
Who can relate?
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I feel like I'm out of my mind, it feels like my life ain't mine,
Who can relate?
Update:
- I'm not sure where we are going to go from here but I dont care.
- not to sure what to do about you and your weirdness with staying with a dude that choked you.
- dont know why you keep coming back either, u less of course you just need to get your dick wet.
- you dont want to date me and I'm tired of empty sex.
- depression sucks but I eat way less.
- anxiety is a bitch but at least she's dependable.
- my old pants that I struggled into now go on with like 85% less struggle.
- in the morning I'm always so surprised to be waking up.
- intrusive thoughts are on the rise which makes sence with the drop in friends.
- I've run out of distractions and the demons are winning.
- something about up being the only way.
"What does it matter?" When facing the gravity of purpose, do your preferences really matter? Does your immediate comfort really matter when God is calling you to a deeper sense of what He has for you to do? Does people's criticisms about how you striving to live for God really matter? Does popular opinion really matter up against the truth contained in God's Word and His precious promises to us? Just something to think about... #WDIM #WhatDoesItMatter #ElevationChurch
The Apostle Paul wrote an epistle (letter) to the church in Philippi from prison, knowing this could somehow help others get free mentally and spiritually, even though he was in physical chains. Could it be that God wants to use what you are going through to set someone else free and to give him/her a better perspective on things? /// Philippians 1:12-18 --> "(12) Now I want you to know, brothers and sisters, that what has happened to me has actually served to advance the gospel. (13) As a result, it has become clear throughout the whole palace guard and to everyone else that I am in chains for Christ. (14) And because of my chains, most of the brothers and sisters have become confident in the Lord and dare all the more to proclaim the gospel without fear. (15) It is true that some preach Christ out of envy and rivalry, but others out of goodwill. (16) The latter do so out of love, knowing that I am put here for the defense of the gospel. (17) The former preach Christ out of selfish ambition, not sincerely, supposing that they can stir up trouble for me while I am in chains. (18) But what does it matter? The important thing is that in every way, whether from false motives or true, Christ is preached. And because of this I rejoice." #WDIM #WhatDoesItMatter #ElevationChurch @elevationrdu
I decided I better post something on my other social media account because I hadn’t posted anything at all in two or three weeks. Then I decided... I would take a pic of what I wrote and share it over here. Hope it helps someone... I write it from many, many experiences. May God bless us all and His loving kindness find us where we are. #howlong #doingnothing #whatdoesitmean #whatdoesitmatter #livingtoday #writingtoday #dailywriting #goalsanddreams #whocaresanyway #isawthelight #isawthesign #isawsomething #dailyroutine #dailyroutines #whenitmatters #spring2018
What does it matter?
Wherever you go, whatever you do,
You all die in the end.
What does it matter then if you ever try? Who’s gonna remember that you ever were?
Why laughing? What to love? It all matters to you, You’re only matter to me.
You’re but a mould, the instrument of your own doom, And I don’t care enough to watch.
What does it matter? You all die in the end. And I don’t care enough to remember.
Really need to focus on not letting other people influence the way I feel about myself.
I'm just destined to fuck up everything important to me.