priest jim x vamp tango. thank you god. i am counting my blessings. amen and stuff.
Good! Good. I am not alone.

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priest jim x vamp tango. thank you god. i am counting my blessings. amen and stuff.
Good! Good. I am not alone.
ok i KNOW this ones going to be too niche but julie & the phantoms au…tldr rumi is a singer/songwriter who hasnt touched music since her mom died; mira & zoey were a musical duo who died young many years ago & have been stuck frozen in some kind of limbo; rumi accidentally summons their ghosts one day & shes the only person who can see them EXCEPT when they all perform together, everyone can see them
zomira's old music, from when they were alive, is what inspired rumi to become a songwriter in the first place; her mother was a fan of their music; meeting them now helps her find herself again & see the life in music again instead of only grief
rumi thinks the way to help zomira move on is to finish out the highlight of their careers (an important concert that was supposed to take place the night they died) so they're trying to get back to that point as their ghost band w/ rumi but obvs everyone is falling in love too so it kind of just keeps getting sadder the closer they get (even if it is their dream)
julie & the phantoms was cancelled (CRIMINAL!) i would have to make up an ending...it would be happy obvs. i also think it would be really funny for zoey to have to admit at some point, once they start to put more pieces together, that she tried to hook up w both rumi's mom AND celine back before she died
I hope tomorrow will be a better day
Just my drawigs from today cuz I haven’t been finishing anything 😞
please think of me in this trying fucking time
that tweet that’s like every part of you/habit you have is just little pieces of the people who have come into your life is so yuuta and his copycat behavior in noncurse au is just him stealing your stuff. he starts using the same shampoo as you after you let him borrow yours once. in a tired stumble in the morning he’s dragging your house slippers into the kitchen and doesn’t even realize they’re many sizes too small and his heels are on the floor until after he’s had his coffee and you point it out to him, and the very next day he comes over he’s got the same pair you do, just in blue, and he tucks them neatly next to yours after he showers. megumi compliments the candle yuuta has burning in his apartment when he visits and yuuta hums, thanking him and mentioning that you have the same one. you ask him if he has an chapstick after you’ve finished your lunch and you’re surprised when he hands you a tiny tube identical to your favorite brand and flavor, because it’s now his favorite brand and flavor. it gets to a point where the contents of his apartment, his bag, his life exactly mirror yours because to him that’s love
Lamenting the Horrors today and i really can’t get over how this surgery was so aggressive i need another surgery to clean things up because my body isn’t happy. it’s just like. am i ever going to be done with this period of my life. (the answer is yes but it feels out of reach atm) i was so ready to be back in the world and i’ve BEEN ready to be back in the world and for me to hear “yeah the near-debilitating post-op pain you’ve been experiencing for over a year can be fixed with another surgery” at this point it’s just like “sure. yeah. that checks out”.
i do think a big part of my stress about my trip is coming from not knowing how mobile i’m going to be on any given day. it’s such a crap shoot how i feel when i wake up every day and it can even change on a whim if i transition from sitting to standing wrong. many opportunities to be in a lot of pain. i was looking forward to being almost fully healed and able to partake in the world and enjoy my vacation. and yet here i am worried about being able to participate like everyone else, just as i would’ve felt if i never went through any of this. it really sucks lmao
i just know when all’s said and done and i’m home after my trip i’m going to have to admit i shouldn’t have gone. just knowing how i feel i have a feeling this is going to be really painful and really bad and like every other major vacation ive gone on i just dissociate so i don’t break down crying from the pain and i wind up not remembering anything ✌️