I know I shouldn't feel like this. But sometimes it just happens. There's just so many times where I just end up feeling like I'm being taken for granted and not thanked enough. Sometimes its probably hard to see. But it all gets tiring, I just want sometimes a day to myself or time for myself. Instead of feeling like a brother, I end up feeling like a chauffeur. Whenever I'm doing my own thing or doing my own work, I have to take my time out to take care of everything else. I already missed my astronomy midterm, and almost missed my final speech. In return, I just get rushed to hurry up. I think its also the way things were in the past. I biked everywhere regardless of weather, concussion, whatever I was holding. I biked with paint, a guitar, a dislocated shoulder, I even tried to bike with my sprained ankle just so savemy parents the hassle to drop me off. If I forgot something, id take my own time out of class or lunch to go back home to get it. I think that they're luckier that they have the opportunity to get from point A to point B that its convenient. I wonder what's going to happen next month when I'm down in Socal for almost a week.