#whatthehelliswrongwithme

[steamingengineering]

Opening a random can of carrots and simply eating them by themself probably one of my favourite things to do

[rhepringleman]

Silly thing

Do ya’ll ever just zone out in the middle of a conversation while your friend’s talking about a natural disaster and then you suddenly zone back in and hear the words “Burnt down my house”?

[corviecrows]

I need to air these thoughts out and honestly maybe get advice? Idk

So I have a friend, whom I love very much and treasure. Recently I've had some kind of feelings towards him. And like most of our big friend group, we'll jokingly flirt in front of peeps etc, it's just kind of one of the bits that will come up. That's always been that way. But recently I think the bit has become a bit too real, at least on my side. I genuinely find myself blushing and daydreaming about this person now.

We've been pretty close and I consider him one of my closest friends in this group. But lately there's been a part of me that genuinely has become infatuated. And it's very...I don't know, troubling? I'm pretty confident this person could not return feelings in any way and is vaguely uncomfortable with that kinda stuff. He's effectively asexual/aromantic. So it's just aghrh I don't know.

Even after coming out as trans which frankly I was a little worried about with this friend, it went over fine. If anything he's one of the people that makes the most effort to call me by preferred pronouns and refer to me as such. And that kindness is noted, it genuinely means the world to me when people correct themselves or others on my behalf.

And I like to think there's a spark of some kind of connection, unclear if it could be romantic. There's a part of me that wants to teach this person a version of love that works for him and me and maybe that's fucked up but God I can't help it. He's just so...sweet, and I think he deserves something sweet too, and I feel like I could be that sweetness.

I think these feelings also stem from recent feelings that have been brought up in my mind, missing relationships. I haven't been in one for 2 years now and it kinda just...sucks. I miss the feeling of being in one. It's very nice to hear things like "I love you" from friends and have their reassurance and support. It's another thing to have a partner, someone who really does have your back y'know. And I don't know if I've ever had someone like that before. But that doesn't stop me from yearning, and hoping beyond hope to have someone like that.

I'm not sure if I just let these feelings simmer and burn out over time or if I actually bother talking about it to him. I hate it. Why do I yearn for the impossible.

God he's so fucking cute and I want to cherish him and ride him till he cries I mean pamper him and lay his head on my thighs. I don't know.

[milkymoles]

When you’ve been literally writhing in pain, and feeling agitated and miserable then realise you forgot to take your night meds. I’m feeling a bit sorrr for myself right now, but relieved that in the next hour I will hopefully get some relief. The worst thing is, I’m suffering badly from memory and cognitive problems at the moment, so focusing on distractions is hard. #whatthehelliswrongwithme #chronicillness #chronicpain #invisibleillness https://www.instagram.com/p/CbB3Gndj1Oh/?utm_medium=tumblr

[marko-m-official]

Well and now i start this fuckin' #therapy to figure out #whatthehelliswrongwithme #Version2.0 #Marko-M #WiederZűruck #InnererKrieger #schuld #IchHabDingeGesehen #Gesegnet #AndISayGodBlessYou #GodBlessYou #Atmosphere #Atmosphäre #SoundCloud #YouTube #AnswerMe #Alles #Krass https://www.instagram.com/p/B5Pw2qwIkRR/?igshid=185c9c1lzyz4u

[marktavaresartist]

Happy Psychotic Costumed Vigilante Day! For my first ever 5K, the Batman Run in DTLA was an appropriate choice. Next time though, must..train..harder! Those hills were a B*TCH! Didn’t stay for the lighting of the Bat Signal. There was some Gus’ Fried Chicken with my name on it! #5k #batman #running #longlivethebat #whatthehelliswrongwithme https://www.instagram.com/p/B2s3z4oDzW7/?igshid=1v3xxynhjawgl

[purityschaos]

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She's at it again 😂 SOUND ON!!!! It's perfect Credits to the ever beautiful @lippermine 🖤👻 Reposted from @lippermine - 🔊🔊🔊 sound on!!!! I couldn't resist and cut another video 🍆 Time for a party with Cardi 😆👖💦💦💦 . . . . ~ brilliant song "party in my pants" by Roger Alan Wade 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 ~ all used videos I either saved for science from the amazing site of @purityschaos or friends have send them to me . . . . . #nonsenseoftheday #whatthehelliswrongwithme #itsallcardisfaultiswear #ghost #ghostbc #thebandghost #ghostband #ghostfandom #girlsofghost #hailghost #ghostfans #childrenofghost #partytime #partyinmypants #copia #papaemeritus #emeritus #ifyouhaveghostyouhaveeverything #tobiasforge #ifyouhaveghost #tobiasjensforge #cardinalcopia #cardic #videooftheday #ghostlive #ghostvideo #thenamelessghouls - #regrann https://www.instagram.com/p/BuzuS9LB9Jp/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1fqv6g69fjzoj

[roughrider96]

Die Definition von Wahnsinn ist, das Gleiche zu tun, und andere Ergebnisse zu erwarten

Albert Einstein