So here's the thing. I'm not sure if I want to do track. I don't even like it. The only part about it I like is my friends. So why am I doing it? Because it will make my parents happy, and I don't know how to tell them I don't want to. Because it looks good on college apps. But those aren't good enough reasons to do something. It doesn't make me happy, and lately I've been feeling.. not happy. Not sad, but not happy. More like empty. I don't want to waste my time doing something that I don't like instead of finding a way to be happy. My parents are understanding, but I don't like disappointing them. I can't do it. I need to find an excuse for not doing it, but the only thing I can think of is getting hurt and I'm not about to go get hit by a car so that I don't have to do track. This shouldn't be this hard.
