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Ok, friends! I can’t guarantee I’ll get back into writing before the end of this month, BUT I’m trying to get some ideas flowing.
Jake Jensen Masterlist
Which of my Jake Jensen AUs is your favorite?
Say ‘I Do’ (newlywed!Jake)
Marshmallow Dream (bf!Jake)
Pressed Code (Mafia!Jake)
Imperfect Science (IT!Jake)
A different AU! (Let me know!)
What Would You Like Updated Next?
I'm getting back to a regular posting with His Inheritance and as I've mentioned the last couple of weeks, Waves will also be back shortly. If I can keep a third project updated, which would you most like to see?
Which Fic Do You Want to See Updated Next?
Dark Commander
Barber & Weiss
Naughty Ransom Holiday Tales
Pretty Baby
Jealous Guy, Out of Darkness, Getting Clean, and Johnny Storm and the Blizzard are almost at an end and we'll be wrapping those up too.
Thank you so much!
Okay, does anyone know which Wattpad fic is the actual bonus chapter for Heir of Fire?
Which Fic
I was tagged by @stusbunker and @there-must-be-a-lock!
I’ll do a mix of CM and SPN fics.
Which of your fics…
…did you think would get a bigger reaction/audience than it got?
For SPN, I think Never Saw Blue Like That Before. It’s Destiel, which is obviously a big SPN ship and I was really happy with how it came out.
For Criminal Minds, basically any series I’ve done that isn’t smut. But the three I’m happiest with are Upheaval, a season 13 ender fix it fic.
After a rollercoaster year filled with departing friends, jail time, and one of the most notorious killers the team has ever faced, the last thing anyone needs is this. A truck barrels toward a group of them, leaving their future uncertain, while others stand by unable to help in any way. What crosses their minds when their lives flash before their eyes? Even if the physical injuries don’t kill them, will they be able to recover?
Coercion - Started from a one line challenge.
You are just about to start your new job at the BAU after years of working to get there, when a man you don’t know approaches you with an evil plan and knowledge of every sordid detail of your past. What will you do? Will you give into the man’s demands? Or will you be able to find another way out?
And Caged
Years after Spencer’s wife is kidnapped, there’s a break in her case and she comes home. Or does she? Is she the same woman she was before her ordeal?
…got a better reaction than you expected?
For SPN, it’s probably The Perfect Storm, an Alpha!Sam x Omega!Reader. It has about 260 notes but it was my first ABO fic and I was so fucking nervous about posting it, so I was surprised at the success it had.
For CM, honestly there are a bunch of smuts that I’m like...okay I wrote that and they BLEW UP. Most recently was Phone Calls Be Damned. I wrote it in like 20 minutes...it has nearly 900 notes. I work for ages on some pieces that BARELY get a tenth of that.
…is your funniest?
For CM, a lot of my general CM fics involving the whole team tend to be on the funnier side. I love Prank War, Secrets of the Bullpen, Pics Or It Didn’t Happen and In The Middle of the Night.
For SPN, I don’t have a ton of funny. But I think You Win or You Die is pretty funny.
…is your darkest or angstiest?
For CM, I’d have to go with Candyfloss and Novocaine, which was a collab with the lovely @cherrybombs-and-rabbitholes.
For SPN, I’m working on what I think will be my angstiest to date, but the current one is Salvation, a Sam x Reader. I don’t really do angst super well. IMO, it’s my worst genre.
…is your absolute favorite?
For CM, it is impossible to pick. After 6 years writing CM, I have 1,000+ fics to choose from. Anything I’ve written as a request to “help” someone or make them feel better about themselves is important to me though.
For CM, it’s a Cas x Reader fic called Beauty In Stillness.
…is your least favorite?
Again, it’s hard to choose with Criminal Minds because I have so many, But I have a couple crossovers that I wrote early on in my writing that I don’t think are that good.
For SPN, it’s probably Searching for Oblivion. It was a Dean smut and one of my first forays into SPN writing. I don’t think it’s awful, but I can do better.
…was the easiest to write?
For Criminal Minds, the easiest to write was probably Passive Aggressive Partnership. I remember that one flowing pretty quickly.
For Supernatural, it has to be Cherry Red.
…was hardest to write?
For Criminal Minds, the hardest thing to write was Article of Faith.
For SPN, the hardest was Teetering on the Edge, another ABO, but I’m SO FUCKING HAPPY with how it came out.
…has your favorite lines/exchange/paragraph? (share it!)
For Criminal Minds, I am proud of a lot, but out of all the stuff I’ve written, a section from chapter 5 of Coercion stands out.
With the floodgates open, you couldn’t stop yourself from screaming. You stood up and got right up into Spencer’s face just as he’d done to you. Hotch had gotten up from his seat, thinking you were going to attempt to hurt Spencer, but you couldn’t Of course they couldn’t believe that under the circumstances. “I’ve been beaten! I’ve had my bones broken by the men that paid for me. I’ve been raped. I’ve had knives used against my skin because the rush of torturing and raping a 15-year-old girl got my clients off. I’ve been left on the side of the road with my thighs and vagina in too much pain to walk! I’ve been used as a drug mule! My only friend on the streets was murdered in front of me because I asked for a break and she had offered to take my client to let me rest. After all that, I tried to kill myself!” Your throat was raw, but you couldn’t stop. “But I had nothing. I had no money. So the only way I could think of doing it was to swallow the half a bottle of sleeping pills I had found in the trash. The next morning, I woke up in a pool of my own vomit. I took it was a sign that I was meant to do something with my life, so I pushed myself up. I walked away from the town I grew up in. Hid in sewers and pipes and abandoned buildings to make sure my pimp wouldn’t find me and kill me, or worse, rape me too, because he liked to do that if I haven’t mentioned it already, and send me back to my old life. I clawed my way up. I begged and cried and bled to get where I am now, and then that bastard came up to me and threatened to take it all away or he’d expose my past and kill you.
For SPN, there’s a section of Teetering on the Edge that JUST...I did it, man.
“Don’t you fucking dare pull that neanderthal bullshit with me, Alpha!” You yelled your throat hoarse. Sam dipped out of the area and back toward his bedroom. It didn’t matter. Whether he was here or not, you’d be seething. “You don’t get to decide my life for me! Have you ever thought that maybe I’d rather be in danger with you than safe without you?” He readied himself to respond but you pushed against his shoulder with a force that startled even you. “Did you ever stop to think that I’ve waited my entire life to find the person I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with? And that now that I found him, I’ll be damned if I let him go?”
You were on a roll. Dean wanted to speak, but you wouldn’t let him. “No! You didn’t fucking think about what I want! Because your number one priority is to make sure you don’t have anymore blood on your hands. Well, guess what. You don’t get to do that. Not with me! When you care, you get blood on your hands. That’s just the way it is. I get to make my own damn decisions!” It all just exploded out of you. You kept screaming and crying and drinking to the point where you weren’t even sure what you were saying anymore. As you kept going, your arguments shifted from his demeanor to your own health. “You claimed me,” you said, pulling your sleeve aside to shove the mark in his face. “You know what’ll happen to me without you? I could fucking die!”
Dean waited for you to stop ranting, steadily finishing his beer. Once you were all yelled out, he chose his words wisely. “There’s medication. You’ll be fine. You’re not going to change my mind,” he said flatly, trying to keep any sense of emotion out of his voice, even though you could tell he was right on the edge of acknowledging every amazing and shit feeling he was feeling in this moment. “I need you to get out of the bunker as soon as possible. For your own good.”
Without thinking, you reeled back and slapped him, open palm to cheek, relishing in the sound of the crack that reverberated throughout the bunker. “Fuck you, Alpha! Fuck. You.”
…have you reread the most?
For CM, I tend to only re-read things rarely when other people reblog. I’ll read something that they liked from a while ago and go, hell fucking yea. I wrote that.
For SPN, I re-read a lot of my Cas stuff because he’s my fucking angel :D
…would you recommend to someone reading your work for the first time?
For Criminal Minds, read all the general fic. I think it gives a taste of how I write the entire team. Though given how much I write Spencer I think I have his characterization down most.
For SPN, I think I’d go with Beauty In Stillness for fluff, Salvation for angst and Satisfaction Comes From Sharing With Others for smutttt.
…are you most proud of?
For CM, overall, I think I’d go with Upheaval.
For SPN, it’s definitely, Beauty in Stillness, Salvation and Teetering on the Edge.
Okay, this was BALLS hard, but I enjoyed :D
I’m tagging @heycasbutt @impala-dreamer @because-imma-lady-assface @covered-byroses and @illegalcerebral
Which of your fics...
(eeeeeee!) I was tagged by @nikibogwater for this one, and I’m super grateful for that, because boy oh boy do I have things to say. Without further ado...
...did you think would get a bigger reaction/audience than it got:
Well, I have to say I thought Uneven Days would be getting a lot of attention, seeing as, yknow, Douxie dying at the end of Wizards would have been one hell of a turn. But, the more I think about that one, the more I realize it’s really pretty dark and downright painful to read even for me, so I can understand why it wasn’t bigger. At the same time, I still regard it as one of my better heavy-angst pieces because of how I was able to make it concise but impactful.
...is your funniest:
Hmm! I think that I tend to keep a balance of humor, fluff, and angst in my writing (and personally, I think that’s what makes it so appealing to me to keep writing) but Witch Hazel was by far one of the more fluffy and just all around funnier ones. I mean, really, a stinky moppet!Douxie who is overjoyed to be running simple errands for his master, sassy Zoe who doesn’t know what to think of this tall, cute, albeit dorky guy, immediately followed up by a time skip to the future where Zoe is soft about sweet Douxie and the roles are sort of reversed. It’s just so stinking cute (pun fully intended.)
...is your darkest/angstiest:
Well, previously mentioned Uneven Days probably has to take the cake on that one, simply because of how dark it is. Originally, Fundamental Experiences was going to be a lot heavier. I had actually considered having him accidentally kill his father, and had touched on going more in-depth on the abuse suffered. But...I have an idea to incorporate a quite uncomfortable moment where he sees his father for the last time into that series somewhere...
...is your absolute favorite:
Why on Earth would you make me choose?!?!? Not to mention, my perception of good or not is heavily influenced by reactions and comments, lol. If I had to pin down ONE, I would maybe say that at the moment, chapter 8, “Did You Know” of Saudade is my favorite. In fact, that whole work is my baby. I really enjoyed making them hurt over the course of 25k words, and then of course, writing out my own pining and yearning into these characters I’ve grown to love so much, well, that was cathartic. I think it’s what finally pushed me over the edge of getting over a semi-recent breakup and a heartache for a crush that was never going to go anywhere(the crush in question once sang me all eight and a half minutes of American Pie by Don McLean at work and my obsession with McLean songs took off from there). I self-project an unhealthy amount, but it leaves my writing astonishingly real.
...is your least favorite:
Yeesh. Well, I wrote Not Just Happenstance for a “The Dragon Prince” AU thing in a contest-type of thing that was going for a while, and it just felt so rushed and cringey. And this work is what led me to realize I really don’t like writing heavily canon-divergent AUs where just about everything is changed. AUs in general are not my cup of tea, but recently I’ve found a few I really vibe with, but I’m only going to write ones with minor changes. I’m down with reading a few here and there, however.
...was the easiest to write:
Hmm. I think mostly because of it’s simplicity and short-and-sweet style, A Friendship of A Thousand Lifetimes. It was one of my earlier pieces posted, back when I thought I’d get away with uploading under 1k pieces to that series. It came pretty naturally to me, and it was actually a little inspired by HTTYD in the trap aspect.
...was the hardest to write:
There’s a couple of answers to this question. Emotionally speaking, Uneven Days killed me. I had to take crying breaks to write it. And when I finished it, I wasn’t even relieved, I just felt...numb. But logistically speaking, I’ve done wayyyyy too much research on dancing in the 12th century for one of my WIP Zouxie week fics, lol, for it to only be a super minor aspect. I did a lot of research on that one for acceptable words to use, what clothing would have looked like, and so on, and then I only used a tiny bit of that info in the work. I really struggled to pair it own, too, and it’s almost deserving of it’s own mini-series. If you want the sequel to it, you’ll have to comment requesting it when it goes up Nov. 2nd!
...has your favorite line/exchange/paragraph (share it):
I have a couple answers to this one. In regards to fluff:
“Well,” he starts, running a thumb down her cheek and to her jaw. “Twice in nine hundred years is nothing. I was thinking I’d like to make up for some lost time.”
“I wouldn’t mind that at all,” Zoe answers. She meets his lips with a grin.
I mean, that one is just so freaking flirty and adorable, it makes me feel all AHHHHH on the inside. If not for knowing it’s better unwritten (and that I just,,, I mean,, I would write a scene with them making out but I just don’t know if I should yknow. if you think I should, well, by all means leave a comment here and consider it done) I would have delved into that more lol. I am soft for that sort of super sappy flirting. Saudade, Chapter 8.
In terms of humor? I LOVED writing that email interaction/skype call into my Saudade chapters. I just thought it was so freaking funny and fun to write, not to mention there’s so many lines that are gold in there, I can’t just pick one.
But in regards to the angst and pain??
Archibald feels numb and senseless to even the warmth of the sun on his fur. It doesn’t matter anymore. Nothing does. Everything has been taken away from him. Archie feels like a celestial body that had orbited a star all it’s life, only to have it suddenly wrenched away from him. He’s now purposeless. Directionless. The gravity is gone and there is nothing to keep him securely in place.
This one is from Uneven Days again, and whoooo boy does it hurt. I think I managed to capture Archie’s own perception of himself in regards to Douxie. Without Doux, Archie doesn’t know who he is anymore. And that in itself is a powerful thing.
...have you re-read the most:
I’m not sure. Just for perspective, I reread my fics nearly every time someone comments so I can get a feeling for it again, lol. Though, I have only reread Uneven Days twice. Once to edit, and once after posting and that is all. But I think I’ve reread chap 8 of Saudade over two dozen times. I worked so hard to get that one just right. It wasn’t difficult, it was just that I seriously wanted it to be perfect.
...would you recommend to someone reading your work for the first time:
Start with Saudade! It will always be the best place to start, and actually, if you read along with my series updates, they weave together quite well. If you really wanted, you could read A Wizard’s Beginnings first simply because of the chronological order, but it’s not necessary.
...are you most proud of:
Saudade will always be my magnum opus of fics that I’ve written for ToA. It has everything in it and more. But really? A Sinking Memory is by far the best piece I’ve written for ToA. If you haven’t already, please go read this. There is so much I could go into detail about the ways I tied that whole work together. And in fact, I plan to make a post talking about that because so help me Powers that Be, I am not letting it go under-appreciated. (because holy shit the symbolism and raw fucking emotion in there is WILD)
Tagging(with no pressure, but I’d love to hear from you!): @alovesongshewrote, @constantconfusion14, @feather-dancer and @sammyheroes. Thanks so much for the tag again, much love!!!
Which Fics
I was tagged by @deanwinchesterswitch and @there-must-be-a-lock - thank you both!
Which of your fics…
…did you think would get a bigger reaction/audience than it got? - The Show Must Go On - Don’t get me wrong, I’m so appreciative of the reaction it has got (those who love it LOVE IT!) and I kind of had a feeling it may be slightly ‘niche’ due to the subject (musical theatre) but it’s a story that is very close to me heart and I always feel a little deflated when I post a chapter. But I’m going to crack on with it, as it’s very dear to me.
…got a better reaction than you expected? - Baby Spoon - this started out as a drabble after @winchest09 and I were moaning to each other about writers block and we challenged each other to write something with 800 words or less to get past it. It got such an amazing reaction it ended up being a 5 part mini series!
…is your funniest? - I haven’t written any fics that are deliberately funny, but the final few lines of Bad Medicine did make me chuckle when I wrote them.
…is your darkest or angstiest? - Probably my latest fic Wake Up - I have just returned from a brief writing hiatus due to lots of shit going on IRL, and maybe I needed a bit of angst to channel some feelings? It’s not SUPER angsty, but it broke a few hearts. Although Baby Spoon ended up angsty too. What If? has some angst too!
...is your absolute favourite? - Ohhh man. That’s a tricky one! All my fics have different parts I love and mean something to me, so it’s really hard to chose my favourite. But I’m going to go with The Show Must Go On. I have a background in theatre, especially musical theatre having directed, produced, choreographed and performed in numerous productions, so this series really speaks to me.
…is your least favorite? - Women Are Always Right. Only because I don’t feel confident writing Sam as much as I do writing Dean. I love it, but it’s the one I feel is my weakest for that reason.
…was the easiest to write? - I’m going to cheat and say two. Handy Man as it’s basically a complete perv fest over how hot Dean is and Dating as I woke at 5.30am one morning with the idea, and by 6am it was written.
…was hardest to write? - Woman Are Always Right - This was my first time writing Sam as the main character and also my first time writing Rowena, so it was tricky. But I’m pretty pleased with how it came out. I’m also going to say The Stranger as I hadn’t written Demon!Dean before.
…has your favorite lines/exchange/paragraph? (share it!) - I like this exchange between Dean and Sam at the end of Bad Medicine
“Shit. That was some bad medicine. So you're telling me, I got laid and I can’t remember anything about it? “ Dean frowned.
Sam nodded, smirking.
“Son of a bitch!”
...have you reread the most? - I tend to reread the chapters of my series to make sure I’m continuing the story correctly, so it’s probably The Best Weekend of your Life or All I Wanna Do Is Make Love To You
…would you recommend to someone reading your work for the first time? - I would say to start with some one shots like All About Lovin’ You or I Can’t Fight This Feeling and then move onto my drabbles and series.
…are you most proud of? - Again, this is a tricky one as all my stories have a special meaning and I’m kind of proud of them all, but I’ll say The Best Weekend of your Life mainly because it was my first fic and it took me a lot of courage and encouragement to post it and it started me on my writing journey and introduced me to a lot of the wonderful friends I have meet on here since I started writing.
I’m not going to tag anyone. If you want to join in, feel free ❤️
so, what do you want me to post tonight?
You can choose between 3 things:
Monster
In the Dark
A Harald Finehair Request
Voting will last for 4 hours (20.30 GMT+2) and I will post the one with most votes when I get home tonight!!
